exam-time makes me feel like a loser..

May 12, 2004 00:57

so depressing. everyone in the universe is currently studying for their exams this week, and therefore not available to hang out with kelly. i wish i could figure out how to work full-time on a crazy schedule and somehow pay for and have time for school. i like starbucks but i really don't want to do it forever. i think i have already far surpassed the time-limit of working there. which is why i am only 23 but my body is completely falling apart.
in other exciting news...i think i am going to have to get back on anti-depressants. it really sucks. i've enjoyed having a year off from them, but it's getting pretty bad again. i don't enjoy anything anymore. nothing. i just wander around like a zombie. although of course many anti-depressants do the same thing. blah. i wish there was some other way, but i don't really know what else to do. well, i guess i will take this pity party elsewhere. have a lovely evening.
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