Antsy....
I feel so ridiculously antsy I can't even believe it. I keep pacing around the apartment feeling like I SHOULD be doing something productive, but can't seem to get myself to buckle down. I guess it's a good thing I'm going out tonight.
You know I really like school a lot for a lot of reasons, but I'm not enjoying the work I have to be doing right now. I can't wait until I can start taking design classes, and begin to create. I've realized that what's been missing from my life for the last two years are art classes- I took a photography class and that was great. Now that there are a bunch I will be taking; I just want to start now. I just want to be feeling productive. I want to do something with myself.
I think the library will become my new best friend. I really can't get work done in here. Oh, well 10 minutes before I leave to go watch "What the Bleep do we know." Maybe it will give me some insight.
You know I really like school a lot for a lot of reasons, but I'm not enjoying the work I have to be doing right now. I can't wait until I can start taking design classes, and begin to create. I've realized that what's been missing from my life for the last two years are art classes- I took a photography class and that was great. Now that there are a bunch I will be taking; I just want to start now. I just want to be feeling productive. I want to do something with myself.
I think the library will become my new best friend. I really can't get work done in here. Oh, well 10 minutes before I leave to go watch "What the Bleep do we know." Maybe it will give me some insight.