Another story,
A Day In The Life Of A Depressed Teen! ( crappy name)
Just another day, boring. i woke up this morning and look in the mirror and said " holy Fuck..... hell i look dead and ugly.."
well it was something along those lines.
back to school today, i dont see the point in going . nobody there likes me, i just cant cope with it.
hmm all in all it wasnt a bad day.
but thenn something happened, i was talking to someone and a little voice in my head starts to say. " you fucking idiot! what the fuck are you doing? just stop talking! you are a fugly stupid slut!"
i cant handel it anymore.
The mask i weare almost slips off but i m able to maintain it.
Tuesday is still the day. i tell my self carmly! hmm, what to do? i dont no i feel worthless!
the final bell rings i can go home.
I CANT HANDEL IT ANYMORE.
Its all in your mind nothing is real, My Phone Goes off. it brings me back to reality, oh its my friend, i tell him i m about to kill my self. the blade is sticking out of my wrist and he tells me not to, i dont know why but i stop, he said he cares!.. The Voices In my head start to conflict i cant understand how one person can have so much power over me, how one person can tell me not to and i dont.i dont get it! it might be cause he calls himself a friend oe cause he said he cares! but i dont know,
my pain is causeing him pain and i cant stand to see that happen.
i grab the neares razor that i can and start to slice up my legs. i cut deep and long. the pain gives me some relief, but its not good and doesnt last long.
this time it takes me a while to stop bleeding.
NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO BE OK!
i cants stand it i have to leave this place and tuesday is still the day!
THE END
howdy all,
well i started my new school today and it wasnt that bad, i get one free a day most days but there is one day when i have 2 and there is a nother one where i dont have any, tomorrow is tuesday, and i have somehing like 2 hours in the afternoon doing nothing is cause all the little ones have sport.
well i need feed back on my storys so yer, there not ment to scare you but i m trying to be creative...( i suck at that)
someone keeps sending me things from something called..A crush on you.. the get annoying, i thin its just the post master sending random e-mails.. it d be funny if someone did have a crush on me... LOL what and idiot.. No body likes me like that!
well i dont have much else to say so laters all
xoxoxo
Just another day, boring. i woke up this morning and look in the mirror and said " holy Fuck..... hell i look dead and ugly.."
well it was something along those lines.
back to school today, i dont see the point in going . nobody there likes me, i just cant cope with it.
hmm all in all it wasnt a bad day.
but thenn something happened, i was talking to someone and a little voice in my head starts to say. " you fucking idiot! what the fuck are you doing? just stop talking! you are a fugly stupid slut!"
i cant handel it anymore.
The mask i weare almost slips off but i m able to maintain it.
Tuesday is still the day. i tell my self carmly! hmm, what to do? i dont no i feel worthless!
the final bell rings i can go home.
I CANT HANDEL IT ANYMORE.
Its all in your mind nothing is real, My Phone Goes off. it brings me back to reality, oh its my friend, i tell him i m about to kill my self. the blade is sticking out of my wrist and he tells me not to, i dont know why but i stop, he said he cares!.. The Voices In my head start to conflict i cant understand how one person can have so much power over me, how one person can tell me not to and i dont.i dont get it! it might be cause he calls himself a friend oe cause he said he cares! but i dont know,
my pain is causeing him pain and i cant stand to see that happen.
i grab the neares razor that i can and start to slice up my legs. i cut deep and long. the pain gives me some relief, but its not good and doesnt last long.
this time it takes me a while to stop bleeding.
NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO BE OK!
i cants stand it i have to leave this place and tuesday is still the day!
THE END
howdy all,
well i started my new school today and it wasnt that bad, i get one free a day most days but there is one day when i have 2 and there is a nother one where i dont have any, tomorrow is tuesday, and i have somehing like 2 hours in the afternoon doing nothing is cause all the little ones have sport.
well i need feed back on my storys so yer, there not ment to scare you but i m trying to be creative...( i suck at that)
someone keeps sending me things from something called..A crush on you.. the get annoying, i thin its just the post master sending random e-mails.. it d be funny if someone did have a crush on me... LOL what and idiot.. No body likes me like that!
well i dont have much else to say so laters all
xoxoxo