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Dec 25, 2005 22:12

well lets see where to start??
no where i guess.

my meds are making me sick, so i m think i will just "live with it" and flush them.
went on a boat today and i look like red.

feeling lost, lack direction.
ruined everything because i m not my sister who is 'god'.
my family hate me ( i draged courts along so they had to be nice)
but thats nothing new.
no body will talk to me.
i m fat so i m going to starve my self, and run 5 km a day.
and turn into a stick.

cant sleep. but thats probably due to the meds. ( gonna stop taking them)
feel depressed and like blastin eveyone again but hmmmm...

kinda disorientated and confused.
no idea why. i had a bad dream last night but cant remember it.

havent been doing anything, wont be doing anything.
crawl into a whole and die ( which im sure everyone will be happy)

not much else to say.
oh yer i m the reincarnation of evil!!!
such a fun life i lead.
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