Help.
the realistation dawns on the face of those who watch and follow.
the person who is leading them is lost in forever, torn, afraid and shallow.
but the words uttered fall on deaf ears, and as the tears shed they turn their face away.
slowly they leave, left alone to face my fears.
alone. it is how it has always been,
afraid and by my self.
half hidden in shaddow as those who follow, no longer need to fear.
the danger has passed for them, they will live happly.
together, something i can never!
i do not bind my self to this path.
i did not chose it.
i do not want it.
but i now must follow it, till it leads to my end.
how ever short or long that my be!
standing on the edge of forever, greeting the chasm below.
walking to the edge in the distance,
falling and no one will know.
the time i was here was stupid. i did nothing that helps.
i have helped all but left my self with no where to turn.
i have nothing! but i will learn!
people do not understand, they can not hear my pain.
along my lonely road, others i will find.
and help all of those who need it.
each time giving them something of mine
this lonly path that i must take.
i m forever in sadness.
no one will answer my pleas for help.
no matter how hard i cry, you always turn away.
i told you i was no leader, and not to follow me that day.
now you have abandoned me, i will wait long for your return.
although in my heart i know it will never happen.
sitting by my self i know it must be so, for this road,
i alone am strong enough to take!
to find some one who would walk with me, i do not hold to high hopes.
for how long till they to would turn their backs.
they might not realise it but i am what i am because i guard myself.
i m afraid to believe that someone can care, because it will hurt so much more when they leave.
i want to believe you, and it is not for lack of trying.
but inside i m dieing.
no one came when i called.
no one helped while i was crying.
and now the world must know.
i m dieing.
the person who is leading them is lost in forever, torn, afraid and shallow.
but the words uttered fall on deaf ears, and as the tears shed they turn their face away.
slowly they leave, left alone to face my fears.
alone. it is how it has always been,
afraid and by my self.
half hidden in shaddow as those who follow, no longer need to fear.
the danger has passed for them, they will live happly.
together, something i can never!
i do not bind my self to this path.
i did not chose it.
i do not want it.
but i now must follow it, till it leads to my end.
how ever short or long that my be!
standing on the edge of forever, greeting the chasm below.
walking to the edge in the distance,
falling and no one will know.
the time i was here was stupid. i did nothing that helps.
i have helped all but left my self with no where to turn.
i have nothing! but i will learn!
people do not understand, they can not hear my pain.
along my lonely road, others i will find.
and help all of those who need it.
each time giving them something of mine
this lonly path that i must take.
i m forever in sadness.
no one will answer my pleas for help.
no matter how hard i cry, you always turn away.
i told you i was no leader, and not to follow me that day.
now you have abandoned me, i will wait long for your return.
although in my heart i know it will never happen.
sitting by my self i know it must be so, for this road,
i alone am strong enough to take!
to find some one who would walk with me, i do not hold to high hopes.
for how long till they to would turn their backs.
they might not realise it but i am what i am because i guard myself.
i m afraid to believe that someone can care, because it will hurt so much more when they leave.
i want to believe you, and it is not for lack of trying.
but inside i m dieing.
no one came when i called.
no one helped while i was crying.
and now the world must know.
i m dieing.