Two years. Two months. Five days.

Sep 20, 2009 19:44

Is it terrible that I still feel like I don't know what to say? Apart from commenting on how old all of my icons are...

Like all the other lost children of the internet (not to be confused with the forgotten children)I've been feeling pretty crummy recently. School was sort of welcome this year. It'll keep me busy. Let's hope I actually go to class (although I've already missed like 4) and do my assignments. I will be graduating this fall assuming I do not fail anything. I am taking some interesting classes like Travel Writing, UFOs in Society, and Writing Humor which is currently proving somewhat difficult since not too much has me in stitches these days.

Work is crap as usual. I'll be glad when I can leave there. Although Kara came back which is awesome since she is super nice and fun to work with. I actually enjoy working with everyone there, the job itself is just lame. And I have to work on Halloween which is the pits. Feel free to come by and visit. No free candy.

Once I graduate I'll have no healthcare and endless amounts of debt, with a seemingly impenetrable job market. So needless to say I'm feeling intimidated. My car, which is not really mine, could die at any moment and often does...so I should probably replace it seeing how at this rate I'll never move out and live in the city and thus potentially not need a car, since that was the initial hope. I have no savings. Fuck. I need to shut up. This update is too annoying and full of crap. How am I ever going to gain readership with a laundrylist of crap....especially when I only update bi-annually.

I do however need to schedule medical appointments for all my varied medical needs prior to no healthcare status. The dentist, which I don't want to do since the last time I went to the dentist to have a cavity filled, he actually bruised my face. And now I most likely have to have my ugly large molars ripped from my small, overcrowded gums and I imagine that would result in a painful death if this same dentist were to perform the "operation". So if you like your dentist, please recommend him/her. I also have to go to that doctor I've never been to before because I am scared of it. `

What else, what else....oh yeah. In an attempt to control crap in my life and to be as lame as possible with wanting things to look good and presentable and all that bullshit I've taken up the small task of making our house look better. It constantly looks pretty bad in my opinion because I hate things. Physical items suck. I do not like clutter. I think I will be having either a yard sale soon or a give away crap day or something because I cannot stand having things. I've started ripping the posters and such off my walls. The tearing sound is very satisfying.
In general though I want to pare down all the crap in the house, paint rooms, organize items, and generally make spaces more functional. Currently I am in the process of reworking Martin's recently vacated room. This week I hope to start work on emptying out the garage.

In conclusion: what the fuck should I do with my life?
Please feel free to comment the shit out of this. I know I asked a lot of questions so it's now more like an open forum. I will respond to anyone who leaves a comment, because as this entry suggested I have way too much time on my hands. Besides I know you want to get your comments in now while you still can. You could be dead by the time I get around to updating again.

life etc.

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