50 days.

[rosewhipped]

          Well, some eight years later and it's less than a week away. Fuck. I dunno, kids. Life after potter. I don't want to sound too retarded, but I don't even know where to begin with this whole situation. I know I'm gonna be a wreck. Regardless of how the series ends, the point will be that it has ended. I just, it is so hard to accept. I honestly think I am in denial about the whole thing. Like if I don't get excited about it, it won't happen. I haven't done anything I normally do before a book release apart from preordering and rereading. No sitting at the computer reading up on theories, no planning of costumes for release night (which I usually start once I get the release date), no eager chatting with fans about the book. I just can't do it. As much as I want an ending and as much as I want answers, I don't. I don't want to say goodbye. I'm not ready. These kids mean too much to me. And I know some of you are laughing now, but I love these characters. And I know JK will obviously be attempting to deliver some sort of closure, but even so, I don't think it will be that consoling. I simply don't want to do it. It's not something that I can hide from though. I mean, sure I could just not read the book (haha) but there has to be an ending. I need to know how it ends and what happens to everyone (and I mean everyone, Jk, so don't leave anyone out).    It was always this feeling with the books that I couldn't wait for the next one and now that I'd gladly wait, the last one is here.
          I know this update sort of sucks because it isn't really an update....but let's face it, I never say anything important on here anyway. Go buy the book.  We'll cry together.  You can help me cope.  uhhhh