I miss you
So this past evening Ted was playing with Belle and Sebastian and I missed it. I missed ted last time they were around too, and twice i missed Harry and the Potters(who have a new album out). All shows I wanted to go to, all cheap shows and nearby. (I missed Tilly and the wall too, but that was different since I didn't find out until it was too late) I have no excuse for missing them. I don't know why I do this to myself, I mean ultimately it doesn't matter much, I just would have enjoyed it. I always duck out on things, I've done it since like 5th, maybe 6th grade. I'll make plans and then regret making them because I'm unconfortable going. Like Otakon, I wish I could back out, who cares about the money I'd lose, but I can't. Or I was supposed to go to the comic-con in NY and I would have met Kevin Smith and Milla Jovovich but I cancelled and lost $25. I was sort of sickish that weekend as well, but not enough to really not go.
Hmm, I'm not sure why I began talking about that, I wanted to update but was not sure what i wanted to say, so you get that mess of thoughts. What's to say though? I was on vacation this past week, I went to the beach on one day, out of seven. I slept a lot, and did nothing. I'm a shift leader at work now, which means I got a slight pay increase. I've been eating a vegan diet for a little over five weeks now and that's been great so far. My dad's still out of work. I'm hoping to see VAST in august, as long as I don't cancel on myself. I picked out classes for temple. Lauren will be sweet sixteen this saturday.
No, I have to go write in my real journal. You kids take care or whatever...
Hmm, I'm not sure why I began talking about that, I wanted to update but was not sure what i wanted to say, so you get that mess of thoughts. What's to say though? I was on vacation this past week, I went to the beach on one day, out of seven. I slept a lot, and did nothing. I'm a shift leader at work now, which means I got a slight pay increase. I've been eating a vegan diet for a little over five weeks now and that's been great so far. My dad's still out of work. I'm hoping to see VAST in august, as long as I don't cancel on myself. I picked out classes for temple. Lauren will be sweet sixteen this saturday.
No, I have to go write in my real journal. You kids take care or whatever...