i did this myself, it's a sick cry for help
i can't even fucking say your name without starting to cry.
it's gotten that bad.
my granny is coming tomorrow night and the computer room is going to be hers, meaning i won't be updating/be online very much for a while. she's staying for a few months due to my aunt who basically asked her to leave even after she's done so much for them. i really don't like her. ugh. i feel so bad for my granny, but she'll be here until july sometime, and then going to live with my other aunt and uncle who appreciate her a lot more.
i'll also be at camp from may 29th to june 18th. & i really really think you should write to me, it would make me so so so happy if you did. my most favorite thing at camp is getting mail, especially when it's from people i love (you!!) so write to me, and i promise i will write you back as soon as i get your letter. and i will love you love you forever.
Katie Schaffenberger - 711
Camp Champions
775 Camp Road
Marble Falls, TX 78654
i'm hoping the rest of the year will go better than it has been. only so many days left, i'm excited. i can't wait for summer.
also, on a side note:
sadasthesun (2:10:53 AM): its ok katie...
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Auto response from kblondie68 (2:10:53 AM): you never cared
you never fucking cared
you gave up
i give up
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sadasthesun (2:11:19 AM): i love you
i have such a good brother. he's coming this summer too :D and we might work at the same place? haha. i'm not sure yet but we'll see. i love my brother/s.!!
and to the girls at lunch yesterday - please don't feel responsible for me. i love you all; you're such good friends.
& to everyone else - i love you probably more than you know.
tonight i'm going to have fun. this summer i'm going to have fun.
&to you -- i'm sorry. i'm so so so sorry. there's nothing else that i can say. except i'm sorry. and you'll never read this. and you'll never know how sorry i am. but please don't hate me. but please give up on me.
it's gotten that bad.
my granny is coming tomorrow night and the computer room is going to be hers, meaning i won't be updating/be online very much for a while. she's staying for a few months due to my aunt who basically asked her to leave even after she's done so much for them. i really don't like her. ugh. i feel so bad for my granny, but she'll be here until july sometime, and then going to live with my other aunt and uncle who appreciate her a lot more.
i'll also be at camp from may 29th to june 18th. & i really really think you should write to me, it would make me so so so happy if you did. my most favorite thing at camp is getting mail, especially when it's from people i love (you!!) so write to me, and i promise i will write you back as soon as i get your letter. and i will love you love you forever.
Katie Schaffenberger - 711
Camp Champions
775 Camp Road
Marble Falls, TX 78654
i'm hoping the rest of the year will go better than it has been. only so many days left, i'm excited. i can't wait for summer.
also, on a side note:
sadasthesun (2:10:53 AM): its ok katie...
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Auto response from kblondie68 (2:10:53 AM): you never cared
you never fucking cared
you gave up
i give up
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sadasthesun (2:11:19 AM): i love you
i have such a good brother. he's coming this summer too :D and we might work at the same place? haha. i'm not sure yet but we'll see. i love my brother/s.!!
and to the girls at lunch yesterday - please don't feel responsible for me. i love you all; you're such good friends.
& to everyone else - i love you probably more than you know.
tonight i'm going to have fun. this summer i'm going to have fun.
&to you -- i'm sorry. i'm so so so sorry. there's nothing else that i can say. except i'm sorry. and you'll never read this. and you'll never know how sorry i am. but please don't hate me. but please give up on me.