you can't decide..you can't deciiiiiiide

[rosesxregret]

she tends to get unorganized,
along with her life.
a disarray of nothing;
an empty little mess.

and she's forgotten how to love
the one who loves her back.
and she forgets that love is allowed
to be mutual.

and she paints on that faint smile
like it's lipstick!

and she dreams of perfection;
but not once it arrives.

SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THINGS THAT ARE PERFECT.

and she'll take you for granted,
due to her fear of happiness.
because how can she grow accustomed
to something that so often lets her down?

and why would she want something of her own?

"I'M TRYING SO HARD TO LOVE YOU!" she screams.
but he just stands in awe,
falling in love with her boldness.
he didn't hear a word she said.

"hurt me." she says.
"hurt me." she repeats.
"hurt me!" she begs.
"hurt me so i don't have to hurt you."

"prove to me that you're better;
make me forget about him." she says.

but she's lost him.
he's lost in her eyes.

"please. make me forget about him."
a little louder this time.

and he tells her that she's beautiful.

but she'll never be able to hear him.

urghsdkaskjhsd. I CANT DECIDE ABOUT ANYTHING!!!

i love how i pass up oppurtunities for perfection.

NOT.