A poem I wrote to Booshi the other night at work. :-/
Is this real? Or am I a fool?
I ask the questions and try to keep my cool.
I jumped into this situation head first.
I can't explain to you how much this hurts.
I don't know why, but I love you.
And I believe it when you say you love me too.
She plays these games and knows she's winning.
I know it too, and it keeps my head spinning.
She may not be winning to the fullest extent.
But enough to keep me guessing and have my heart uncontent.
I'm stuck in this web and don't know what to do.
And I can't find a way to express this to you.
This is not the way I wanted us to be.
But I'll stay with you as long as you'll have me.
This whole thing give my hands the shakes.
It makes me think my heart's about to break.
The more I think on it, it's so unfair.
I'd like nothing more than to rip out her hair.
I want nothing more than to be by your side.
I hate that I have these feelings I try so hard to hide.
I share my feelings with you like I do no one else.
I love you so much, I don't know what to do with myself.
You came in and changed my entire world.
You'll always be my one and only girl.
Except for Hannah bean of course.
Even if things take a turn for the worst.
I'll always be there for you, through thick and thin.
I'll try not to hold back the feelingsI have within.
I try but it's so hard with all the mixed emotions flowing.
To calm myself down and try to get where I'm going.
And with these last words I bid you adieu.
Just in the poem, I'm nowhere close to being through with you.
I ask the questions and try to keep my cool.
I jumped into this situation head first.
I can't explain to you how much this hurts.
I don't know why, but I love you.
And I believe it when you say you love me too.
She plays these games and knows she's winning.
I know it too, and it keeps my head spinning.
She may not be winning to the fullest extent.
But enough to keep me guessing and have my heart uncontent.
I'm stuck in this web and don't know what to do.
And I can't find a way to express this to you.
This is not the way I wanted us to be.
But I'll stay with you as long as you'll have me.
This whole thing give my hands the shakes.
It makes me think my heart's about to break.
The more I think on it, it's so unfair.
I'd like nothing more than to rip out her hair.
I want nothing more than to be by your side.
I hate that I have these feelings I try so hard to hide.
I share my feelings with you like I do no one else.
I love you so much, I don't know what to do with myself.
You came in and changed my entire world.
You'll always be my one and only girl.
Except for Hannah bean of course.
Even if things take a turn for the worst.
I'll always be there for you, through thick and thin.
I'll try not to hold back the feelingsI have within.
I try but it's so hard with all the mixed emotions flowing.
To calm myself down and try to get where I'm going.
And with these last words I bid you adieu.
Just in the poem, I'm nowhere close to being through with you.