More drama for this 'perfect day'... :-( it's a long one...
Aside from the Diana incident this morning, later in the afternoon she comes over with Trisha. She's still ALLLLLL fucked up. I asked Trisha where she was, and she said she was at her mom's neighbor's house.... HER MOM'S THE ONE THAT FUCKING CALLED TRISHA!!!! Turns out she WAS at the fucking dope house, yet she LIED TO ME ABOUT IT!!! I asked, "WTF are you on now?" She replies, "Nothing, I'm just tired." Really now?? At 1:30 in the afternoon your STILL tired from a HANGOVER??? 'Cause all she told me was that she was DRUNK. I know better.
She's telling me and my mom all this shit about she tried to call Tyler's phone, his mom's phone, the house phone, her mom's phone. Nobody picked up... Half the time it didn't even ring.... :-/ COME ON NOW!! DO I REALLY COME OFF AS THAT FUCKING NAIVE???? Seriously? I would LOVE to know. Shit, I might come off that naive, but I got a fucking news flash for ya.... I'M NOT!!! Not only that, but she tells ME her mom's NEIGHBOR's house, she tells my mom her mom's FRIEND's house... :-/ Come on now. There's always SOMETHING that fucks up in your story when your lieing... She never was a good liar anyways.
I'm about (-) close to beating the shit outta her for lieing to me and taking me for granted. I know I've said it before, but I came REALLY fucking close today. NOT ONLY was I tired as fuck because I woke up to this shit, but then she's gonna fucking LIE TO ME!??!! WTF FOR!? So I don't give her a 'Zen life lesson'?? Tell her to straighten the fuck up and get her shit together, and do what the fuck she needs to do to take care of herself, so I don't have to worry about her getting raped and/or murdered, and left lieing in a fucking ditch, so I can bawl my eyes out for losing my BEST FUCKING FRIEND!?!?! Again, I just DON'T FUCKING GET IT!!!
Then, Trisha calls and tells me Nicci's mom kicked her out of the house. Nicci's not exactly the perfet child. If I acted the way she does toward her mom, my ass would've been put in jail, AFTER I got my ass beat repeated by multiple people.
Trisha's asking me to put a house in my name for her. I told her, "Um, I don't think so. Why can't you put it in your name?" "Well, I don't have a job." "Okay, but if anything happens, it goes back on me. You don't pay your rent, I'M the one that gets all the consequences. Just like you said, you don't have a job. How are you gonna pay the rent?" "Oh, I'll make the money. I'll have a job in Sept. through school. You won't have to worry about it after that. So what do you say?" "Give me some time to think about it. You can't expect me to just drop you a 'yes' line the moment you ask me. This isn't just some shit you go on a whim about." Yea, I'm not going to do that. If ANYTHING fucking happens, it's all back on me. Not her. I'm the one that would get sued or whatever over it. If there's any damages to that house, it's back on me. If someone happens to get hurt over there, it's back on me. I'm not doing it. She's my girl, I love her to death, but I got my own shit to fucking worry about.
And the latest, Tracy calls a little less than an hour ago. Bert dropped her off in the middle of the fucking country... For what specific reason, I don't know. This is gonna sound wrong, but I don't particularly care. They're both drunk as fuck, and I'm SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF THEM!!! SERIOUSLY! THEY PISS ME OFF TO NO FUCKING END WITH THIS SHIT. They fight ALL the time when they get drunk. They're all fine and dandy, happy-go-fucking-lucky when they're sober, because they let whatever happened before go, why?? Because they were drunk. They didn't mean it. It was just 'cause they were drunk.... I'm not going to let her be stranded in the country, but I'm fucking SICK OF THIS SHIT...
Oh yeah, even more. My cable got shut off today... :-/ So no more True Blood for me until I can pay it. And it's not gonna be this Friday, 'cause I gotta pay rent with this next paycheck.
My sister's friend Gary's little brother might have tuberculosis. FUCKING GREAT!!!! If so, everybody's gotta go get check for it, and that just means MORE shit I have to pay.
I started my period today. HOORAY ME!!! And I only have a few tampons, so tomorrow I get to take a trip to the store and buy some tampons.
Seriously, fuck my life. It sucks MAJOR fucking ass. I wish I just had the balls to get up and move out, and away from all this drama. But I really donno what I'd do without anybody to be with me. And I'm not gonna be one of those girls who hooks up with a guy and moves outta state with him, where I don't know anybody, or nothing. I donno what the fuck I'm gonna do with my life, but I gotta do something....
She's telling me and my mom all this shit about she tried to call Tyler's phone, his mom's phone, the house phone, her mom's phone. Nobody picked up... Half the time it didn't even ring.... :-/ COME ON NOW!! DO I REALLY COME OFF AS THAT FUCKING NAIVE???? Seriously? I would LOVE to know. Shit, I might come off that naive, but I got a fucking news flash for ya.... I'M NOT!!! Not only that, but she tells ME her mom's NEIGHBOR's house, she tells my mom her mom's FRIEND's house... :-/ Come on now. There's always SOMETHING that fucks up in your story when your lieing... She never was a good liar anyways.
I'm about (-) close to beating the shit outta her for lieing to me and taking me for granted. I know I've said it before, but I came REALLY fucking close today. NOT ONLY was I tired as fuck because I woke up to this shit, but then she's gonna fucking LIE TO ME!??!! WTF FOR!? So I don't give her a 'Zen life lesson'?? Tell her to straighten the fuck up and get her shit together, and do what the fuck she needs to do to take care of herself, so I don't have to worry about her getting raped and/or murdered, and left lieing in a fucking ditch, so I can bawl my eyes out for losing my BEST FUCKING FRIEND!?!?! Again, I just DON'T FUCKING GET IT!!!
Then, Trisha calls and tells me Nicci's mom kicked her out of the house. Nicci's not exactly the perfet child. If I acted the way she does toward her mom, my ass would've been put in jail, AFTER I got my ass beat repeated by multiple people.
Trisha's asking me to put a house in my name for her. I told her, "Um, I don't think so. Why can't you put it in your name?" "Well, I don't have a job." "Okay, but if anything happens, it goes back on me. You don't pay your rent, I'M the one that gets all the consequences. Just like you said, you don't have a job. How are you gonna pay the rent?" "Oh, I'll make the money. I'll have a job in Sept. through school. You won't have to worry about it after that. So what do you say?" "Give me some time to think about it. You can't expect me to just drop you a 'yes' line the moment you ask me. This isn't just some shit you go on a whim about." Yea, I'm not going to do that. If ANYTHING fucking happens, it's all back on me. Not her. I'm the one that would get sued or whatever over it. If there's any damages to that house, it's back on me. If someone happens to get hurt over there, it's back on me. I'm not doing it. She's my girl, I love her to death, but I got my own shit to fucking worry about.
And the latest, Tracy calls a little less than an hour ago. Bert dropped her off in the middle of the fucking country... For what specific reason, I don't know. This is gonna sound wrong, but I don't particularly care. They're both drunk as fuck, and I'm SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF THEM!!! SERIOUSLY! THEY PISS ME OFF TO NO FUCKING END WITH THIS SHIT. They fight ALL the time when they get drunk. They're all fine and dandy, happy-go-fucking-lucky when they're sober, because they let whatever happened before go, why?? Because they were drunk. They didn't mean it. It was just 'cause they were drunk.... I'm not going to let her be stranded in the country, but I'm fucking SICK OF THIS SHIT...
Oh yeah, even more. My cable got shut off today... :-/ So no more True Blood for me until I can pay it. And it's not gonna be this Friday, 'cause I gotta pay rent with this next paycheck.
My sister's friend Gary's little brother might have tuberculosis. FUCKING GREAT!!!! If so, everybody's gotta go get check for it, and that just means MORE shit I have to pay.
I started my period today. HOORAY ME!!! And I only have a few tampons, so tomorrow I get to take a trip to the store and buy some tampons.
Seriously, fuck my life. It sucks MAJOR fucking ass. I wish I just had the balls to get up and move out, and away from all this drama. But I really donno what I'd do without anybody to be with me. And I'm not gonna be one of those girls who hooks up with a guy and moves outta state with him, where I don't know anybody, or nothing. I donno what the fuck I'm gonna do with my life, but I gotta do something....