Feelings?
As the day starts.. i feel bombarded with feelings..anger that i have to go home..but hope that i am going to do better then before. I am sad to see my parents for the last time ..at least for a while..but also hopeful this will start a new relationship with the kids and start a better life for me. It so damn confusing that a 2 week vacation had drummed up all these weird feelings...it was just a fucking vacation for Gods sake!
i will send another entry i guess tonight when the feelings have turned to sadness ...i hate to leave my mom and dad as always, its the hardest thing i have ever done and it gets no easier through the years they are here! damn goodbye!
i will send another entry i guess tonight when the feelings have turned to sadness ...i hate to leave my mom and dad as always, its the hardest thing i have ever done and it gets no easier through the years they are here! damn goodbye!