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its been a week and i am still so unhappy. i feel lost. and i'm sure everyone is just sick and tired of me being sad, but i can't help it. i talked to him a couple times, which makes me feel stupid and desperate, and then everything he says makes me feel ultimately worse. i thought i was with someone who cared about me, but he just gave up on me...despite how much it hurt me. he apologizes...but for what? for breaking up with me? i don't think so, if he was sorry he did that, he shouldn't have done it.
i can't be around him. i think about him and all i can think about is how much he hurt me. i thought we had a good relationship because we talked about everything and worked things out. and then he fed me a bunch of bullshit. and all those problems with our relationship, were really problems with him.
i mean, he probably gave me mono in the first place, and then he dumped me cause he didn't like taking care of me while i had it.
i know i'm better off, but it doesn't help....all i feel is pain
no one reads lj anyway
i can't be around him. i think about him and all i can think about is how much he hurt me. i thought we had a good relationship because we talked about everything and worked things out. and then he fed me a bunch of bullshit. and all those problems with our relationship, were really problems with him.
i mean, he probably gave me mono in the first place, and then he dumped me cause he didn't like taking care of me while i had it.
i know i'm better off, but it doesn't help....all i feel is pain
no one reads lj anyway