home
so home is different now. i knew it would be. i knew that in breaking up with dan i would lose a lot a people...i mean i ran into ira downtown today and she barely said hi, a couple months ago she would've hugged me. i don't regret the break up, i just wish my relationships with other people didnt have to change because my relationship to him did. i still have amazing people...its just very easy to feel lonely sometimes here. especially since i haven't gotten to see mandy yet, and jess and alice aren't back yet and han and i haven't had much time togehter. i have a busy couple of days coming up, starting work again and then hastings in less than two weeks will be wonderful...it's just odd that home changed so much in such a short time period.