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i'm back at school. this was by far the best time coming back up here. i didn't feel defeated and apathetic like i usually do...but i'm also going home on friday. it's just...difficult. so much of what's important to me is home...and yet i'm not there.
i'm stressed, i'm doing a show that's not really fufilling at all, i have a ton of work to do for my business presentation and a million other side jobs that need getting done. i'm terrified of the doctor calling me...in three days (hopefully not more) everything will be all over, or a whole mess will just be starting. i really can't be sick, i can hardly deal with the possiblity that i might be, let alone the actuality of it.
i think i'm gonna start to try to go to bed earlier, at least around midnight.
i'm stressed, i'm doing a show that's not really fufilling at all, i have a ton of work to do for my business presentation and a million other side jobs that need getting done. i'm terrified of the doctor calling me...in three days (hopefully not more) everything will be all over, or a whole mess will just be starting. i really can't be sick, i can hardly deal with the possiblity that i might be, let alone the actuality of it.
i think i'm gonna start to try to go to bed earlier, at least around midnight.