o95; [ friends and nostalgia ]

Apr 20, 2009 15:57

[filtered from delilah | millennium]

Lockon, thank you for a nice evening that time. I really had fun, and you were great company. ♥ Though I should be careful about indulging so much, heh. It's nice to be able to relax every so often... And it feels like I haven't been focusing on my friends at all lately, have I?

Oh! For those concerned, D.S is safe... he was in a terrible condition when I found him, but I'm glad I was able to make it in time. He needs a lot of rest, so I hope you'll all wait before seeing him.

And... while I didn't want it to be true, I visited the hall of the missing to find that Integra was indeed, gone. When I got her letter, I thought it was temporary. But it's as I feared...

She wasn't where I would find her. And just a night before, we'd laughed with each other and shared the evening like any other pair of best friends.

She was one of my first friends in the City. All those years back, before my arrival the second time. To think of her as gone is just not registering for me and I fear I might react badly if told otherwise...

But she really isn't here. She's finally gone home. Is this how stories of Knights and their Ladies ought to end? She was so dear to me, so very dear.

Why did you have to go? Of all people, you?

It's just as well, though. We did some silly things, like all girls would. I'm glad I bothered her enough into taking the picture, because now it's one of few things I have left with her.

I'll miss you so much, luv. Why couldn't I have left too...?




Heh. She was quite the knight indeed!

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There have been quite a lot of people leaving recently, haven't they? Some who have been here for such a long time.

Lestat and Gren left... and now... mm. It's funny how this place has become a sort of home and manages to remind you how much it just isn't after it takes away people you've known for so long.

Perhaps this means you can go home too, Cain... you've been here just a little longer than myself.

Though if that one curse was any indication, I suppose we just have to wish that they're doing well, right?

And those dreams... perhaps I was lucky I wasn't affected. I wouldn't want people to experience the kinds of dreams I have. But... it's good to be positive about these things. I think I'll work on A.B.A's wedding plans in the mean time... And I wonder if I can buy a good classical guitar here.

[ooc; Art by me, full size on click! :D ]

d.s, cain, sad, thoughts, a.b.a, lockon, nostalgia, integra, memories, vivio

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