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[ The sounds of soft sobbing, hardly decipherable, until there's a short gasp and the sound quickly cuts off. ]
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Private || Mildly Hackable if you're good at it
What he said wasn't untrue... wrong choices, over and over. When do I stop? What have I become...?
I do not want to make excuses. I didn't not know what I was doing... but it's so unfair. How much can I manage alone...? How much? To tell anyone else is to put them at risk, to work alone is to face humiliation like this...
What a nuisance I've become, what a nuisance... Axl would be so disappointed in me.
Ah, but how silly of me... he isn't here, is he?
I'm glad... but Axl. It's just like then... you weren't there then either. Why is it the same...?
I want to go back...
I'm not that monster... I...
I don't want to be...
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Dr. Martha was nice enough to allot me a very good time frame to work at at my new job... this way I can help Guy and everyone with the restaurant...
I suppose it'll do well to keep busy. Never know what the City will throw at us next, eh?
Megumi, thank you for the tea yesterday...
I feel so alone. I'll take a walk... I do love the weather! Heh!
[ooc; Commentlog if you want to run into her, she has her communicator on her as well. She'll probably find a quiet place in Xanadu to woe a little because of the conversation she had with Hisoka whichisstillinprogressshh and then probably pay Ky's church a visit. Basically Hisoka made her aware of the closeness between her and S-Ko which she wants to deny. Plus Axl's gone so she's completely frightened now. T_T Friends are love~? Randomly, she hates being so terrified, so positive things help~! Last strikeouts are hackable. And icon is camouflaged to a happier one! ]
[ The sounds of soft sobbing, hardly decipherable, until there's a short gasp and the sound quickly cuts off. ]
[ / End Voice Post ]
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Private || Mildly Hackable if you're good at it
What he said wasn't untrue... wrong choices, over and over. When do I stop? What have I become...?
I do not want to make excuses. I didn't not know what I was doing... but it's so unfair. How much can I manage alone...? How much? To tell anyone else is to put them at risk, to work alone is to face humiliation like this...
What a nuisance I've become, what a nuisance... Axl would be so disappointed in me.
Ah, but how silly of me... he isn't here, is he?
I'm glad... but Axl. It's just like then... you weren't there then either. Why is it the same...?
I want to go back...
I'm not that monster... I...
I don't want to be...
/ Private
Dr. Martha was nice enough to allot me a very good time frame to work at at my new job... this way I can help Guy and everyone with the restaurant...
I suppose it'll do well to keep busy. Never know what the City will throw at us next, eh?
Megumi, thank you for the tea yesterday...
I feel so alone. I'll take a walk... I do love the weather! Heh!
[ooc; Commentlog if you want to run into her, she has her communicator on her as well. She'll probably find a quiet place in Xanadu to woe a little because of the conversation she had with Hisoka whichisstillinprogressshh and then probably pay Ky's church a visit. Basically Hisoka made her aware of the closeness between her and S-Ko which she wants to deny. Plus Axl's gone so she's completely frightened now. T_T Friends are love~? Randomly, she hates being so terrified, so positive things help~! Last strikeouts are hackable. And icon is camouflaged to a happier one! ]