Emo but I love you really..
I'm overwhelmed by emotion for everyone close to me. I am feeling very VERY soppy and sentimental. I want to bundle all my friends in my arms and squeeze them and tell them how much I love you all. How much you mean to me. How I couldn't live without you.
But you'll all probably think that's silly ^_^;
In a strange turn of events, I'm heading back to Portsmouth tomorrow to spend some time chilling at my mum's because to be honest I don't know when I'm going to be able to get back there over the summer with my job being all up in the air. Plus I've nearly run out of money. My mum's lent me enough money to cover rent and bills etc but it will be nice to be fed for a few days (even if I do have to sacrifice my internet...) ah well. I made a few quid selling some stuff off of eBay and the hair forums so I can get my train ticket back tomorrow and mum will drop me back to Brighton sometime early next week. I have also raised enough money to have lunch with missjade29 tomorrow (or should I say today?!) whilst I'm out doing my errands at the bank and post office and maybe just MAYBE buy a pair of trousers that fit me *sigh*. Hopefully I'll be able to orchestrate seeing riverwildwillow and nakedfaery at some point but I'm pretty short on cash and it costs about £5 to get the bus down from Clanfield down into Portsmouth! Grr for expensive Portsmouth buses.
As it was all a bit spontaneous I have some packing to do tomorrow and some things to sort out for a "Greek Night" that I'm doing at mum's on Saturday. I'm trying to find some Greek music on the net that I can take and I'm taking the photos from our holiday last year and making a moussaka so we can all eat lovely food and cry about how we're stuck in England lol. I would have loved to go back to Greece this year but it's not going to happen. All spare money I make over the summer is going to be a) spent on re-doing the flat to make it into two separate rooms and b) paying Boo back for the loan he took out to help me pay for my tuition fees. I don't want to leave him tomorrow because it will be a few days before I see him again. On one hand I will enjoy the space a little, I guess - I'll enjoy seeing my family and (hopefully) some of my friends! And I'll enjoy spreading out in a big double bed by myself and watching Buffy in peace...but I always miss him loads.
My insomnia is so bad that I have a completely different sleeping pattern (as you can see by the time of this post..) this is one reason for going to mum's - to get me away from the computer so I can start winding down in the evenings and get back into a proper sleep pattern. I'll be working soon - I need to! I've decided that if the Council hasn't given me a start date by Monday of next week, I'm going to go straight to an agency when I get back to Brighton and get temp full-time work doing something else. After all, it's only a temp job with the Council and it's in the gift shop. *rolls eyes* I thought it would be a nice little earner but it's no good to me if I don't start til bloody July!!!
*sigh*
/rant
Love to all xxx
But you'll all probably think that's silly ^_^;
In a strange turn of events, I'm heading back to Portsmouth tomorrow to spend some time chilling at my mum's because to be honest I don't know when I'm going to be able to get back there over the summer with my job being all up in the air. Plus I've nearly run out of money. My mum's lent me enough money to cover rent and bills etc but it will be nice to be fed for a few days (even if I do have to sacrifice my internet...) ah well. I made a few quid selling some stuff off of eBay and the hair forums so I can get my train ticket back tomorrow and mum will drop me back to Brighton sometime early next week. I have also raised enough money to have lunch with missjade29 tomorrow (or should I say today?!) whilst I'm out doing my errands at the bank and post office and maybe just MAYBE buy a pair of trousers that fit me *sigh*. Hopefully I'll be able to orchestrate seeing riverwildwillow and nakedfaery at some point but I'm pretty short on cash and it costs about £5 to get the bus down from Clanfield down into Portsmouth! Grr for expensive Portsmouth buses.
As it was all a bit spontaneous I have some packing to do tomorrow and some things to sort out for a "Greek Night" that I'm doing at mum's on Saturday. I'm trying to find some Greek music on the net that I can take and I'm taking the photos from our holiday last year and making a moussaka so we can all eat lovely food and cry about how we're stuck in England lol. I would have loved to go back to Greece this year but it's not going to happen. All spare money I make over the summer is going to be a) spent on re-doing the flat to make it into two separate rooms and b) paying Boo back for the loan he took out to help me pay for my tuition fees. I don't want to leave him tomorrow because it will be a few days before I see him again. On one hand I will enjoy the space a little, I guess - I'll enjoy seeing my family and (hopefully) some of my friends! And I'll enjoy spreading out in a big double bed by myself and watching Buffy in peace...but I always miss him loads.
My insomnia is so bad that I have a completely different sleeping pattern (as you can see by the time of this post..) this is one reason for going to mum's - to get me away from the computer so I can start winding down in the evenings and get back into a proper sleep pattern. I'll be working soon - I need to! I've decided that if the Council hasn't given me a start date by Monday of next week, I'm going to go straight to an agency when I get back to Brighton and get temp full-time work doing something else. After all, it's only a temp job with the Council and it's in the gift shop. *rolls eyes* I thought it would be a nice little earner but it's no good to me if I don't start til bloody July!!!
*sigh*
/rant
Love to all xxx