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[rose_red_wrist]

today is horrable everything was fine in vermont I dint even think about my wieght ..okay well just a couple times a day BUT I din't cry or cut or try to vomit I fucking hate this, everything is going wrong, I want my mother to leave she's fucking ruining whats left of my life..and I know she will leave, but only when enough damage is done. I haven

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[dakestangel]

be careful do you really want to be hosptlized?
_Jaz

[rose_red_wrist]

no but I'm not far from and I don't know I can controll it, they said I should have been in there already..but I gained wieght..so before it was like 10 pounds from death or w/e

[dakestangel]

yeah well none of us wants lose you. so be careful maybe u should go to the hosptial, make some friends and stuff but only if you want to recover.

[rose_red_wrist]

yeah I know ha I really dont know what to do its to confussing

[dakestangel]

yeah it is, do what you feel is best we really can't tell you what to do. All we can tell u is what he think.
_Jaz