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Haven't written in a while. Things have been pretty bad lately but i don't want to get into that.
Well lets just say when I was on the phone with Jon I burst into tears and I coulnd't stop and he had to begg me to stop (that didn't work tho) I don't want to get into that now though another time maybe.
As of right now me and brian are kind of having a conversation. he had an away message saying "picture me dead .. would u cry?" In my away meassage i said "yes" then he imed me and sent me lyrics from a Crossfade song "cold" He put " Lookin back at me i c that i never really got it right. I never stopped to think of you. I'm always wrapped up in things i cannot win....What i really meant to say is that i'm sorry for the way i am, i never meant to be so cold..." Me "Well in case you failed to notice,In case you failed to see,This is my heart bleeding before you,This is me down on my kneesThese foolish games are tearing me apart You thoughtless words are breaking my heart You're breaking my heart.........Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with youExcuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else Somebody who gave a damn,Somebody more like myself " My heart just stopped. I didn't realize how MUCH I missed him. I never expected that but it still doesnt justify his actions or anything.
Anyways on a bit of a happier random note..I am watching SpongeBob right now. SpongeBob just got his liscense.And now he is obsesed with his boat! haha it's great! It is quite amusing!HaHa
Anyways Today in gym class something awesome happened. lol To make a kind of long story short...WE were playing basketball and I fell flat on my ass! It was the funniest thing ever. I thought I was going to die of laughter.
My little sinster has Star 99.9 on the radio now and all they are playing are love songs. ugh they are so sad. They make me sad.
Ha SpongBob pepper sprayed himself in the eyes!
Omg all of my lil sister's gay ass friends keep calling and they won't stop!!!
OMG The Reason by Hoobastank is on the radio right now. I LOVE that song :*(
STOP FUCKIN CALLING MY HOUSE STUPID DUMB ASS BITCHES!!IF MY SIS WANTS TO FUCKIN TALK TO YOU SHE WILL CALL YOU THE FUCK BACK. GOD DON'T YOU FUCKIN UNDERSTAND THAT!?
Only an hour until I can call Jon.....He is another thing that I need to talk bout but not here not now. Another day maybe.
That 70's Show is on! YES I fuckin LOVE That 70's Show!
Ok farewell all! I have absolutely nothing else to say. Ugh except I fuckin hate life and i'm so fuckin stressed beyond words.
Chat later probablly in a few days if I feel like it.
xoxo
Melanie
Well lets just say when I was on the phone with Jon I burst into tears and I coulnd't stop and he had to begg me to stop (that didn't work tho) I don't want to get into that now though another time maybe.
As of right now me and brian are kind of having a conversation. he had an away message saying "picture me dead .. would u cry?" In my away meassage i said "yes" then he imed me and sent me lyrics from a Crossfade song "cold" He put " Lookin back at me i c that i never really got it right. I never stopped to think of you. I'm always wrapped up in things i cannot win....What i really meant to say is that i'm sorry for the way i am, i never meant to be so cold..." Me "Well in case you failed to notice,In case you failed to see,This is my heart bleeding before you,This is me down on my kneesThese foolish games are tearing me apart You thoughtless words are breaking my heart You're breaking my heart.........Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with youExcuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else Somebody who gave a damn,Somebody more like myself " My heart just stopped. I didn't realize how MUCH I missed him. I never expected that but it still doesnt justify his actions or anything.
Anyways on a bit of a happier random note..I am watching SpongeBob right now. SpongeBob just got his liscense.And now he is obsesed with his boat! haha it's great! It is quite amusing!HaHa
Anyways Today in gym class something awesome happened. lol To make a kind of long story short...WE were playing basketball and I fell flat on my ass! It was the funniest thing ever. I thought I was going to die of laughter.
My little sinster has Star 99.9 on the radio now and all they are playing are love songs. ugh they are so sad. They make me sad.
Ha SpongBob pepper sprayed himself in the eyes!
Omg all of my lil sister's gay ass friends keep calling and they won't stop!!!
OMG The Reason by Hoobastank is on the radio right now. I LOVE that song :*(
STOP FUCKIN CALLING MY HOUSE STUPID DUMB ASS BITCHES!!IF MY SIS WANTS TO FUCKIN TALK TO YOU SHE WILL CALL YOU THE FUCK BACK. GOD DON'T YOU FUCKIN UNDERSTAND THAT!?
Only an hour until I can call Jon.....He is another thing that I need to talk bout but not here not now. Another day maybe.
That 70's Show is on! YES I fuckin LOVE That 70's Show!
Ok farewell all! I have absolutely nothing else to say. Ugh except I fuckin hate life and i'm so fuckin stressed beyond words.
Chat later probablly in a few days if I feel like it.
xoxo
Melanie