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*sigh* Things have been stressfull lately. A little bit of everything mixed all together. I want to talk about it, but I can't. It's very personal and I really don't have anyone to talk to about it. No one will understand. I know what they will say something like it's probably not that bad. Well it is because I talked to my mom about it kind of and even though she is staying positive, I feel it is only going to get worse.
It's funny how now that I'm getting older I have found out some stuff that my parents have been hiding from us me and my sisters. I think i'm the only one really worried about it, afraid it will turn even more for the worse. I can understand why they kept these things a secret, because we were too young to understand and they didn't want to worry us. I'm afraid, afraid things will get worse, eventualy. I wish I could tel someone, but then again I don't want to. I don't want people to know they will judge, take it lightly, not help. It is stupid the whole thing is fucked up. and I don't understnad, I mean some people do have it worse than us but what did we do to deserve this? I feel awful for my parents.
Well. I'm not going to get into other things, things that are less important but still hurt. The things that are consantly on my mind and will haunt me for a long....long time.
I'm sorry to all of those who I offend. I know my life isn't as bad as other's may be. I'm sorry if i act that way and offend you. Just please remeber that other people have problems too. You don't have to fuckin listen to this bullshit or read it, ok!?
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It's funny how now that I'm getting older I have found out some stuff that my parents have been hiding from us me and my sisters. I think i'm the only one really worried about it, afraid it will turn even more for the worse. I can understand why they kept these things a secret, because we were too young to understand and they didn't want to worry us. I'm afraid, afraid things will get worse, eventualy. I wish I could tel someone, but then again I don't want to. I don't want people to know they will judge, take it lightly, not help. It is stupid the whole thing is fucked up. and I don't understnad, I mean some people do have it worse than us but what did we do to deserve this? I feel awful for my parents.
Well. I'm not going to get into other things, things that are less important but still hurt. The things that are consantly on my mind and will haunt me for a long....long time.
I'm sorry to all of those who I offend. I know my life isn't as bad as other's may be. I'm sorry if i act that way and offend you. Just please remeber that other people have problems too. You don't have to fuckin listen to this bullshit or read it, ok!?
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