Another update. 2 posts 1 day Holy Shit
So, I don't know why I come back to this site. I realized I don't have anyone on here that I even care to talk to. Is it sad that all of the people who I was closest to a few years ago I either can't see, can't stand, or are no longer here with me like they swore to be.
I'll admit; I think I'm more important than you are and I'm more important
than all your little fucked up socially awkward friends and your stupid ass "life".
Sometimes I think you should kill yourself and I think you've known that all along.
I miss Alia and Ben. The worst part is I'm sitting right beside Ben.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not who I was 4 years ago but now I wish I was.
I miss my house. I wish Mom and Dad would have never lost it. I can honestly say that was the most devistating part of my life.
Sometime I think I chose the wrong group.
I don't do drugs or drink. I think I should choose one.
Vodka is a medicine and a tool for self destructive behavior. Good thing it's not me I want to destroy
I need to go back to school. I can succeed because I am everything You aren't.
I'm Kind, Understanding, Charismatic, and Ruthless.
YOU should grow up. Quite lying to yourself everyone hates you!
I WILL DO SOMETHING THIS TIME.
I WILL STOP THE NOISE PERMANENTLY!