EVerything i never knew i needed

Jul 13, 2007 09:11


Its hard to sit here and think it was not real. But of course it wasnt real. 
It was not real for miranda, or any of the girls.

I was just the one he got caught with. 
Love is real. I refuse to believe otherwise. i REFUSE to think that I am hurting this much because of some fucking performer. 
MAybe it all was an act.

Raised to be center stage.. you love that we all fall in love. And you lead us on with your empty intentions of the return. 
But i know that Blue Dress is MY song. At least I was an inspiration to you. You were an inspiration to me too. I know its silly.. but just those webcast kept me calm at night. I met friends, listened to music of a man who opened himself to me as a friend and much more (or so we said). 
I hate night time. and it helped me through it.

God i just want to see you. And i hate you for that. 
Why couldnt you have just left me alone.
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