almost home
My flight and rental car were booked a few weeks ago, I'm now more than ready for my trip home. I will be landing in Atlanta on Thursday 1/6 at 10:30 and spending the day and evening seeing some of my friends there. It's been to long since I've seen some of them.
I am really looking forward to my trip because it's a break for me from everything. No husband, no dog or cat, no work!! Of course things with the husband are getting worse, I've about given up hope of them ever changing. I am just unable to forgive him for choosing a friendship over our marriage. I don't know how to even justify that in my head enough that I might be able to forgive it. I don't think I was in the wrong to ask him to stop talking to the woman he fell in love with and said that he wanted to be with her more than me. He says I didn't have a right to ask that of him because they were just friends at that point, even though it had only been a few weeks since he told me to call her and tell her we were over so that he could be with her.
I just can't forgive him, and I don't really know where that leaves this relationship. So I'm looking forward to the time away from him to really think about what I want, and where I want to go with this.
I am really looking forward to my trip because it's a break for me from everything. No husband, no dog or cat, no work!! Of course things with the husband are getting worse, I've about given up hope of them ever changing. I am just unable to forgive him for choosing a friendship over our marriage. I don't know how to even justify that in my head enough that I might be able to forgive it. I don't think I was in the wrong to ask him to stop talking to the woman he fell in love with and said that he wanted to be with her more than me. He says I didn't have a right to ask that of him because they were just friends at that point, even though it had only been a few weeks since he told me to call her and tell her we were over so that he could be with her.
I just can't forgive him, and I don't really know where that leaves this relationship. So I'm looking forward to the time away from him to really think about what I want, and where I want to go with this.