Jul 26, 2006 19:44
so i leave in three days. my going away party last night was a good turn out. i might have changed a few things. but meh, what more can you ask for? i am glad that out of all the people i know the few ones i wanted there most, were there. my feet got bitten until RAW by mosquitos. pretty bummed on it, they hurt so bad.
one thing that does bother me, that you can all of a sudden realize or find something that really is what can you make you a better person, or be that something that really does make you happy. and it was right under your nose the whole entire time. yeah i think i found it. or a temporary version of it. we could have been great. we could have ruled the highest mountain peak! you can just be left curious and wondering. . . and then leave it. but who knows. you can only learn from everything. theres always another corner to venture. another step to take. another treasure to be discovered. but, i'll just be happy that we both knew that it was there. a mutual idea, feeling.