[~Private~] Sleeping and Dreaming
I love sleeping when it's really cold. Even when it's winter and it's snowing like crazy, I just love to put the fan on and bundle up inside my warm bed. So soft, so warm, so closed from everybody else. It makes me happy to know that it's one of my personal safe spots for whenever I need to escape. No doubt that I have no bad troubles ahead of me. I have my friends and family to thank for that...
...no, it's something else. It's distressing when even your safe spot can house some horrific fears...like nightmares.
I know it's extremely childish but nightmares scare me to death. Especially this particular one:
I'm going into this store with my...weird enough a brother, and all of a sudden he acts all freaky and ghoulish and scary. It really freaks me out and he starts chasing me around the store, trying to kill me. I want to save him because that is not my brother, so I call out for help. All of a sudden, I think of these certain people, and I try looking for them. It just makes me feel as if I can depend on them to save my brother, to purify him. So I look and there is Gwen and Horokeru! I immediately go towards them and ask what to do, and they simply say to "give him to us", so I try to track him down with the help of Palmon. Soon after I bring him to Horokeru, he yanks my brother's head back, opens his mouth VERY wide, and proceeds to take out a medium sized red naked demon that has been causing all this trouble, and simply throws it in another direction. I am simply shocked but he just tells me that he's cured and he's going away. I am extremely grateful that my brother is ok and try to escape the store. But soon after another problem arises! Now the demon has possessed little Gwen! It just makes me scared that the people I care about are being tortured and I want to run away and not face this anymore.
When I woke up, I was frightened, but I also realize how much Horokeru and Gwen meant to me. We may not be related, but I would hate it if anybody that I cared about were hurt in any way. I hope this isn't a bad premonition.
...no, it's something else. It's distressing when even your safe spot can house some horrific fears...like nightmares.
I know it's extremely childish but nightmares scare me to death. Especially this particular one:
I'm going into this store with my...weird enough a brother, and all of a sudden he acts all freaky and ghoulish and scary. It really freaks me out and he starts chasing me around the store, trying to kill me. I want to save him because that is not my brother, so I call out for help. All of a sudden, I think of these certain people, and I try looking for them. It just makes me feel as if I can depend on them to save my brother, to purify him. So I look and there is Gwen and Horokeru! I immediately go towards them and ask what to do, and they simply say to "give him to us", so I try to track him down with the help of Palmon. Soon after I bring him to Horokeru, he yanks my brother's head back, opens his mouth VERY wide, and proceeds to take out a medium sized red naked demon that has been causing all this trouble, and simply throws it in another direction. I am simply shocked but he just tells me that he's cured and he's going away. I am extremely grateful that my brother is ok and try to escape the store. But soon after another problem arises! Now the demon has possessed little Gwen! It just makes me scared that the people I care about are being tortured and I want to run away and not face this anymore.
When I woke up, I was frightened, but I also realize how much Horokeru and Gwen meant to me. We may not be related, but I would hate it if anybody that I cared about were hurt in any way. I hope this isn't a bad premonition.