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So tired but I really don't think I can fall asleep to easily just yet.
I adore my friends that I have been bitching and complaining to these last couple of weeks... I owe them. I miss and love them all.
Work sucks. And I think my manager is trying to get me to quite. Keeps viciously scheduling me for days I have requested off, hours I hate (I dislike working at night), putting me only on drive thru, and giving me less then 30 hours a week. Not doing to hot in that department. So I found my resume file on my computer and shall print off a couple copies tomorrow and go about town and start applying for everything and anything. I'm a little dispirit to get out of the hell I'm in right now. At this point the only reason I'm still going to work there is because I hate being home alone with Robert all day. If I were to quite the job I could do so much at home that is needed and my parents can't get around to. But I just can't afford to. College doesn't pay for itself nor will/can parents pay for it.
Other then the Indy 500, seeing a movie with a friend, and going to Indiana for a funeral, my summer has been work. Or least when I can get some hours it has been. Now with the boat race coming up on Saturday things are getting hectic putting it all together in time. We have just started painting the boat... so we're only like 2 weeks behind schedule. yeah... not so good. But it's something I always look forward to doing. Then July 4th is Saturday and work can not pay me enough or do I have any motivation to work that day at all if they were to schedule me (though they shouldn't because I have it requested off)... Then there's July 11th in Chicago! With my cousin's bachelorette party the last weekend in June (my mom gets to plan it. lol) And Coon Creek Days the first weekend in August, best fireworks show in the area... love it there. And that pretty much sums up the rest of the summer. wow... eventful. Again no vaction/family trips... but oh well... maybe in a couple years we'll go again. Who knows. Maybe my new family will go with me in the spring or something. Woohoo!!! road trip!!!
Nothing more I want now then to sit in the pool with the sun shining down on me listening to classical rock station, sipping lemonade and grilling brats and burgers... With a trip out to Hampshire on bike for ice cream at DQ or the Chick n' Dip. That would be the perfect day. Wow... a girl can dream right?
After a long weekend, I've decided to try and be the better person again. If I get myself fired in doing so... then opps. But at least I know I was being myself and being humble and honest in doing so. I'll try and stop bitching and complaining about how work sucks everyday. No matter what I do it won't get better... that's that. I'll just have to get used to it is all. Get used to living in hell. Karma will come around again and I can always learn from experiences like these... So I guess I just have to remember that.
I adore my friends that I have been bitching and complaining to these last couple of weeks... I owe them. I miss and love them all.
Work sucks. And I think my manager is trying to get me to quite. Keeps viciously scheduling me for days I have requested off, hours I hate (I dislike working at night), putting me only on drive thru, and giving me less then 30 hours a week. Not doing to hot in that department. So I found my resume file on my computer and shall print off a couple copies tomorrow and go about town and start applying for everything and anything. I'm a little dispirit to get out of the hell I'm in right now. At this point the only reason I'm still going to work there is because I hate being home alone with Robert all day. If I were to quite the job I could do so much at home that is needed and my parents can't get around to. But I just can't afford to. College doesn't pay for itself nor will/can parents pay for it.
Other then the Indy 500, seeing a movie with a friend, and going to Indiana for a funeral, my summer has been work. Or least when I can get some hours it has been. Now with the boat race coming up on Saturday things are getting hectic putting it all together in time. We have just started painting the boat... so we're only like 2 weeks behind schedule. yeah... not so good. But it's something I always look forward to doing. Then July 4th is Saturday and work can not pay me enough or do I have any motivation to work that day at all if they were to schedule me (though they shouldn't because I have it requested off)... Then there's July 11th in Chicago! With my cousin's bachelorette party the last weekend in June (my mom gets to plan it. lol) And Coon Creek Days the first weekend in August, best fireworks show in the area... love it there. And that pretty much sums up the rest of the summer. wow... eventful. Again no vaction/family trips... but oh well... maybe in a couple years we'll go again. Who knows. Maybe my new family will go with me in the spring or something. Woohoo!!! road trip!!!
Nothing more I want now then to sit in the pool with the sun shining down on me listening to classical rock station, sipping lemonade and grilling brats and burgers... With a trip out to Hampshire on bike for ice cream at DQ or the Chick n' Dip. That would be the perfect day. Wow... a girl can dream right?
After a long weekend, I've decided to try and be the better person again. If I get myself fired in doing so... then opps. But at least I know I was being myself and being humble and honest in doing so. I'll try and stop bitching and complaining about how work sucks everyday. No matter what I do it won't get better... that's that. I'll just have to get used to it is all. Get used to living in hell. Karma will come around again and I can always learn from experiences like these... So I guess I just have to remember that.