oh look i'm 19

[rooted_lotus]

i keep on getting older and i don't even know what i'm doing besides the obvious. going to school, having friends/boyfriend.  i have so much motivaton. and all these fucking goals...and i don't  know what for. i know what i want to do with my life. but what about all the shit inbetween? people always tell me that i am good at balancing my school

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[___breakmyself]

I am in no way, shape, or form sane and I can relate to pretty much everything you said. Except my mind literally does not allow me to focus on school work. There is no balance.

So whenever you come home next, if you'd like to talk for hours about how fucking confusing everything is, please consider giving me a call.

[chelly2]

School work is all that keeps me sane because it is one thing I can control. I have always channeled my energy through it. I know how you feel when you say everything's out of control.. Though I think we experience it in slightly different ways.

But it's your birthday! And it's gorgeous outside. I hope you're having a great day:)