feeling really miserable

Nov 19, 2006 19:33

Jezus christ ! this is unbearable ( Read more... )

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moosmusicfreak November 19 2006, 19:43:16 UTC
Hell is not to good for you, you are to good for him! I just think you deserve better Roos.. I understand it must be so hard for you because you love him so much and he makes you happy. But where is he now, now you need him? *Hug*.

Ps. And what about that guitar student? He's also not far away from here ;)..

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roosje_meerman November 19 2006, 19:55:00 UTC
thanks moos ! ... but i just don't understand why he doesn't reply ?
but i keep thinking that maby it has some kind of reason ... and that if he would explain that it would appear that i overreacted ... but ... i have to have contact fist before he can explain his weird behaviour .. and i couldn't have done something wrong because last time he send me a text message he did send it with an x... so ...
well i don't know what to do , i first thought that i could maybe send him a textmessage or something ... but then i asked jejoen about that and every message i came up with was to desperate .. at least that was what he thougt ..so ..i ran out of my options... cause i'm certianly not going to call him .. (i think i'll wet myself if i do )
so if you have any ideas ;)
and yes indead that guy from he rockacademie is certainly not a bad catch

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moosmusicfreak November 19 2006, 20:21:52 UTC
Maybe he is not really sure about his feelings for you? Or maybe he doesn't want to hurt you? Guys have many kinds of reasons to 'not reply'..
Mm.. if I have any ideas.. Maybe I would send him a letter. I would write a letter wich describes my feelings and what I would want from him: that he would explain how his feelings are for me and how strong they are. I would write that, then put it away for a week and then read it again: to make sure it's saying how you feel and think and that it's not to desperate ;).. because most of the time when you write such a letter you put to much emotion in it, but when you later on read it again you can change it. You know what I mean? Good luck!

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roosje_meerman November 19 2006, 20:25:38 UTC
yess , i know what you mean ! ... fairly good idea ... but i don't know where he lives .. so i wouldn't be able to send it to him .. maybe i could email it to him though
yess ... i think that's what i gonna do .. thaks for your advise ! ...

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moosmusicfreak November 19 2006, 20:33:36 UTC
Then I would send a email :)!
But remember, don't send it immediately.. write it and put it away for a while. Good luck (again)! And you're welcome ;)!

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roosje_meerman November 19 2006, 20:36:08 UTC
righty right ;)

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