feeling really miserable
Jezus christ ! this is unbearable
You’ve bin ignoring me for like the past 3 day’s i haven’t seen you in 3 weeks and i haven’t heard of you in a week and 4 day’s ...the fact only that i know al these numbers is the hard proof ,about how much i miss you and how i fucking care about you ... but you really don’t seem to get it ... !
You’ve prommised me that you would be online to chat with me ... so that we would know from each other what’s happening in our lifes at this moment
You’ve prommised me that a week and 4 day’s ago ... then you weren’t online for the next week ... and then the first time that you were .. i greeted you ... ,i said hi ! .. and you dind’t respond ... for the whole day .. i waited for 8 hours behind that fucked up computer for you to respond ... do you know what 8 hours are ? en what you could do in 8 hours ? do you understand what a huge sacrafice that is ? and you don’t even take the effort to just say hi back ... ! that is so weak .... weak ... weak ... no really i know i’m pathetic shit .. but you like invented the fucking word!
in case you wondered ...i am really fucking madd at you ...
cause what i'm i supposed to do know ?huh ? send you an text message ? that you're probably not gonna answer anyway ...call you ? yeah right like i have the guts to do that !
you are the first person in my life that can make me really happy ,that can make me feel like i'm on top of the world ... but that same person can also make me feel like shit ...and that the only reason i still live is because hell won't have me ... hell is to good for me ...or something ... i don't know how you do it .. but you do it !
You’ve bin ignoring me for like the past 3 day’s i haven’t seen you in 3 weeks and i haven’t heard of you in a week and 4 day’s ...the fact only that i know al these numbers is the hard proof ,about how much i miss you and how i fucking care about you ... but you really don’t seem to get it ... !
You’ve prommised me that you would be online to chat with me ... so that we would know from each other what’s happening in our lifes at this moment
You’ve prommised me that a week and 4 day’s ago ... then you weren’t online for the next week ... and then the first time that you were .. i greeted you ... ,i said hi ! .. and you dind’t respond ... for the whole day .. i waited for 8 hours behind that fucked up computer for you to respond ... do you know what 8 hours are ? en what you could do in 8 hours ? do you understand what a huge sacrafice that is ? and you don’t even take the effort to just say hi back ... ! that is so weak .... weak ... weak ... no really i know i’m pathetic shit .. but you like invented the fucking word!
in case you wondered ...i am really fucking madd at you ...
cause what i'm i supposed to do know ?huh ? send you an text message ? that you're probably not gonna answer anyway ...call you ? yeah right like i have the guts to do that !
you are the first person in my life that can make me really happy ,that can make me feel like i'm on top of the world ... but that same person can also make me feel like shit ...and that the only reason i still live is because hell won't have me ... hell is to good for me ...or something ... i don't know how you do it .. but you do it !