My Choice/My Chance

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I've always felt it coming

This place

It's not for me

It's not my grave

I planned to leave

At my own pace

A time of my choosing

Just me

There couldn't be anyone else

I was so sure

And I was wrong

I was handed the choice

Once in a lifetime

My decision was made

It's a scary thought

To be so far apart

Apart from what I've grown used to

Apart from those I fell in love with

How can I tell them the end comes so soon

So much sooner than I always told them it would be

I think of the choice every day

but the more I think

The more I want to go

It's something I feel needs to be done