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[room_for_air]

So, I think I've come to the conclusion that my body is way too weak to be meant to handle harder drugs. The other night I had ANOTHER bad night on shrooms- it was exactly like the last time. I thought I would be mentally stable this time but I guess I have some underlying trauma that I haven't acknowledged. I never seem to fucking learn my lesson

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[zonrobert]

I'm on Advair too; 100/50 Mcg looks like you have asthma, I'd go get a plesthymograph test.

[room_for_air]

I'm not entirely sure what a plesthymograph is, but sure...
I was trying to find out how the damned thing worked and I wasted (unintentionally) three doses. And I still don't how the damned thing works.

I'll toast to that

[sure_thing777]

Ok, well honestly, I think the reason why you're sick in the first place is because if you don't sleep, your immune system breaks down, you get sick. We need sleep for a reason.

Secondly, here's a strange concept: Drugs always seem to work out better when you are naturally happy and responsible, rather than dependent/abusive with them. Addiction is really when you feel dependent on them for happiness, and addiction isn't healthy, infact, it's somewhat unnatural to need a substance so much that you will go to great lengths to get it. I believe in indulgence and not compulsion.

And I would just love to see you take care of yourself, I love you, and that would make me so happy.
I'm trying to do the same, slowly, but surely. You owe it to yourself to not live a healthy and desirable life.

Cheesy? You tell me.

Re: I'll toast to that

[room_for_air]

I can only say I love you. Because you care.
No wonder why we're so compatible.

Re: I'll toast to that

[room_for_air]

"You owe it to yourself to not live a healthy and desirable life." ANd I hope this was a mistaken arrangement of words. Ha.