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Oris-Rake Photography.
Woke up this morning at Berto's new house to be greeted by "Acute heat poisoning". Nothing like puking out the window in a crowded intersection to get your day started. I'm okay now, never experienced a thing like this though. It sucks.With his move to case hill, I obtained three new tables. One of them is very big and I already have plans for painting it. Got some dishes and cups at a garage sale. woot.
I've been having really vivid dreams the past couple days, last nights enveloped Jamie Stevens, a girl I haven't seen or talked to in a few years. I got on facebook today to find her and she instantly added me and started talking to me. She's pregnant, crazy.
I really want a better job, I have a nice tan rockin and my rent paid, but it's killing me physically, there's some days i wake up after and i can't move i hurt so bad. I think tomorrow I'm going to rock the Tipp hill area, look for some more work. I'm coming closer to my deadline for a few things. I should be moved out by late July or august. I've been doing some apartment hunting and the market is really buts. Either it's a shit hole in a nice are or a shit area and a fabulous place. I'm just not making enough money right now. Which sucks due to fact I've been trying to let money be something less important to my life. The more I think about how money rules our world the more sour my stomach gets. Like people have this huge complex, if you don't have a job or money to go see a movie your some weird sort of social distortion. Yet people can get themselves thousands of dollars in debt, waste money on silly things etc. I don't know something I've been struggling with.
Another thing I've been trying to get grips with, Faith in humanity. Just for one day I would like to see everyone even just okay with others. People have the ability to be well behaved, groomed, educated, etc. But we choose to be selfish creatures. Things like being the tuff guy in the room, or the one who knows most about cars. You know what I mean, I wish the protection of your ego came standard.
weird entry.
I want to go swimming. I'm gonna go take a shower.