my life has no meaning aka Shameless US fic
I wrote Shameless fic because I have totally lost control of my life. Right now I just live and breathe this pairing and it's a good thing you can't wear out avi files because I have watched every single scene these two have like eight million times. H E L P. This is not the story I set out to write at all. I wanted all blowjobs, all the time, and
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ETA: OKAY BACK and you're not even awake yet so I just going to edit this comment and
SISI
HEARTS IN MY EYES OH MY GOD. Like, ugh, thank you so much. I can't thank you enough for like listening to me drone on and on and entertaining my meta about Mickey's motivations and LOL CATCHING MY DROPPED PREPOSITIONS. Seriously, you are the light of my liiiiiiiiiiiife.
Ugh, Mickey Milkovitch, just be all over my television forever. Ugh, he's in the world's most awkward position and he's pursuing Ian anyway and when Ian goes to visit Mickey in juvie where he's been sentenced for a YEAR (but maybe a couple months) he AIN'T EVEN MAD even though all he did was eat a Snickers bar and turn his back on Kash omg Mickey is so unbelievably into Ian that he's like "Bullet wound, jail sentence, WHATEVS." What I wanted to do with this fic was have Mickey kind of come to terms with his own feelings to the point that he's like "Okay, fine, I'm all in," even if that kind of means sharing Ian.
AND MANDY. MANDY MILKOVITCH, HEAD BITCH OF MY HEART. I actually love her on the show too, which you know, but ugh I want so much to do her justice because she's sassy and brave and I loved her so much in the moment in episode three when she said that she thought Ian might be making it up because he thinks she's ugly, like OMG bravest 15 year old girl ever, exposing those ugly vulnerabilities in herself to someone who's already rejected her. And her faaaaaace after Ian leaves her house with the gun where she's so in love with him is just not fair because Mandy deserves so much more than a half-boyfriend who can't even be bothered to figure out she's falling for him super hard.
The one thing I worry about is that maybe I didn't portray Ian as selfish as I wanted him to be. And I wish I'd incorporated Karen into the narrative better.
Ugh I just want Mickey and Lip to hang out do a variety show or something where they just snip at each other. Even though I did nothing but complain about this fic, I had so much fun exploring Mickey's feelings and his whole world-weary monologue made me laugh.
AS EVER, THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND THIS COMMENT MADE ME SO HAPPY.
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