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Okay. Do I try to go back to school for
a. Library science (I am particularly interested in archiving things)
b. Physical Therapy Assistant stuff
c. Teaching a foreign language
I can say that working in special education has made me friends with some of the most wonderful people I've ever met, and also put me into contact with some of the biggest fucking morons (and I'm certainly not talking about students when I say that.)
I just want to be doing something that doesn't pull on my heart so much. I should be able to have control over it but the fact is that I can't stop worrying about these children after the day is done, and it would just eat up my entire life. I want to have my OWN kids someday goddammit.
My goal for year number 29 is to fucking pick one of these things and just do it. Debt be damned.
a. Library science (I am particularly interested in archiving things)
b. Physical Therapy Assistant stuff
c. Teaching a foreign language
I can say that working in special education has made me friends with some of the most wonderful people I've ever met, and also put me into contact with some of the biggest fucking morons (and I'm certainly not talking about students when I say that.)
I just want to be doing something that doesn't pull on my heart so much. I should be able to have control over it but the fact is that I can't stop worrying about these children after the day is done, and it would just eat up my entire life. I want to have my OWN kids someday goddammit.
My goal for year number 29 is to fucking pick one of these things and just do it. Debt be damned.