Aug 25, 2002 08:56
Well lets see what has happened to me since I last wrote...... well theres a lot of things I just dont know what I can remember. Ive been crusing highway a lot lately. Everytime we have no where to go we go to highway.Yeah its great fun. I miss hanging out with my real girls, thats why i cant wait for school to start again. I finally found myself a boyfriend I can respect and have real feelings for. Cuz obviously lets face it Miguel was an asshole and I didnt really have feelings for him cuz when we broke up i never really got sad or anything. Like in a way I cant wait for school to start but then again I could wait all year for it to start again. I think Im going to quit smoking soon.... nobody ever thought they would hear that from me. Ive changed a lot from last year when i used to do pretty much any drug anybody would give me. Now your lucky if I even want to be near them. This summer went quick and I dont want it to end. Alot of messed up things happened and it sucks cuz all this shit shouldnt happen to me. Im not really sure what i feel right now Im pretty tired but if I go to bed now Ill never get up. I miss my boy toy already and he didnt even leave an hour ago. I cant wait till i get to see him again. And well i dont know......guess Im going to go now just thought Id write something its been awhile.