Have u finally found the one u've given ur heart 2, Only 2 find that one won't give their heart to u

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I feel like my world is gone, that my life has no meaning what so ever..I feel like nothing else in this world maters anymore and that I'm just here till I die..What is my purpose here? I'm not happy, I'm not even satisfied with my life anymore..I have a job, I make money, I go to college..but none of this matters..nothing matters more to me then Jesse..Why doesn't he just call me..and talk to me..he says he still loves me but I can't believe him, I can't trust him anymore..everytime I do I end up getting hurt again..Is this a test? What message is trying to be sent? I just don't understand life anymore..

I love him...........
He says he loves me......
So that would equal..
Happiness?..
But it doesn't...
It equals..Sadness, depression, anger, dishonesty..

I need to just get over him?? I can't...I love him..I don't like relationships..this is the result of them..

Jesse, come back to me please..realize that what you're doing is a mistake and that no one in this world can love you more then I love you. Whatever it is you're feeling..Just talk to me..I can help you..I swear....