(.<3 Jεssε.)(.Łіνε, Łονε, Łεαгη, Đіε.)(.Đεαтħгοω Łσνε.)

Oct 04, 2004 13:59

Ok, so Thursday night I had a breakdown over stupid shit, just thinking about me and Jesse and what not, smoked my first ciggerette in months, went to a party that night tried to drive a bunch of rowdy drunks back home because they were just beyond fucking driving ability..and I alsmost got in a wreck.. I stopped the car on the side of the road and told them all to get the fuck out, they all started crying and shit.. so I felt bad and then decided to drive them home anyways and they were never so quiet in their lives..Friday night.. jesse finally calls me..at 1:30 in the morning..he's on shrooms and is having a bad trip.. wow..not surprised..anyways..ofcourse he starts talking to me about us, and how he wants me back and blah blah blah.. I say I dunno I need to think about it, then he ask me if I can come over and I said, I could but I'm not because I dunno if we should see each other right now, especially because you're on shrooms..I also mentioned that he will probably never even remember we had this talk tomorrow because he's so messed up right now, he said he will remember and that he will call me on his break tomorrow... so ofcourse stupid me, I wait by the phone, literally all day and he never calls, I call him that night and can't get through to his phone..not surprised about that either.. and then I call him yesterday, 3 times it went through and he never picked up the phone or called me back and I text messaged him like twice..I know all the stress he's going through right now..he text messaged me today and wants me to come over to his house.. I hope its a good thing.. I need us to be fixed once and for all so we can move in with each other and be happy and stuff...I understand what's going on with him I guess I'm just being impatient..Time will tell.

I finally got out of Real Estate School... at Waston Realty.. Mon-Friday 8AM-5PM..that shit was hell sitting in this little room all day with old people.. BUT! I got through it and passed and everything is good. Now all I have to do is keep studying and then take the State exam, pass it and get my license.. Im so excited because I'm going to be making so much damn money.. so excited.. I'm looking forward to it.

College is excellent, I start my new classes in January, and I'm finishing up my last 2 classes for the fall season right now, I'm ahead of everyone else because I study and get my work donw ahead of time.. so everything is good on that..

I'm selling my Celica on Ebay, yay..it's going for 13K if anyone is interested.. Message me on here, email me or AIM me.

Anyways I gotta go finish some more work, thanks for reading, bye guys.
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