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i had a pretty good week in nJ... it was relaxing like i had hoped and i got to see some people that i miss a lot more than i thought i did.. :o) But it is DeFiNiTeLY good to be back in the MiA!
So OF COURSE the NIGHT i get back, i HAVE to go out..LoL, it just wouldnt be me if i didnt right?.. so i went out with my partner in crime, CoKz and STEFFY (hehehehehe ♥).. we went to this boy's rent an got some free licks.. hehe took about 13 pics (are you SERIOUS?).. and headed out to the strip... ran into someone.. which i was hoping to run into @ first.. and then i dunno, saw him, and things just werent the same or what i thought.. kid doesnt do it for me like i thought he did.. guess when u BULLSHIT every little thing it can get to a person HuH!... so after NO SUCCESS at the strip (when does that EVER happen to us?!?! how disappointing) we headed out to another rent.. where we got more free dRinks hehehe...had some fun there with those boys and then i got *picked up* by him...after much *convincing?!* i decided to let him stay over (NO CRAZY BUSINESS HAPPENED)..feelings r def not there..
Last nite..we headed out late cuz miss cokz had a date [shes on a roll these days ;o) ] and we hit up the beach.. met up with MI SUCIO! who i havent seen in FOREVER! and we went into HaBaNa together [scandalous RiGHt? ..i rok i know] went in, broke it down a lil althought it would have helped more if there were drinks involved but i dont EVER need drinks to feel good hehehehe... and saw him... after a good hour or so i decided to *run into him* and say hi.. but, lucky meeee we were on our way out, or so i thought.. so i said hi and bye and bounced.. to the CAR! LMAO.. and then i came back, and lucky me again he was workin the door..and then about an hour later we left again.
at the risk of sounding cliche.. im tired of the lies, im tired of the bullshit..i just want to have fun.. and even though the fun would be short lived due to circumstances.. i dont think its worth the bullshit to have *fun* with this person..especially when you do the ONE thing i hate.."ill call you when im out of here [can also be substituted for later today]" and then NEVER CALL...sorry man, but if you say ur gonna do something, DO IT.. no more PoPPiNG in and out of my life.. For ANYONE [one exception--> becuz me and this person have an understanding hehehe].. but i'M tired of being weak and waiting.. if i want something, im going for it.. if something comes to me, i cannot make exuses.. i gotta be ME [i know ive said this before] and if you FIT with ME.. GREAT, if not...BYE!
ok im done rambling!
FYi-----> beeeeeeday on WEDS!...aka 3 days away.. aka march 31!!!!
xoxo!
So OF COURSE the NIGHT i get back, i HAVE to go out..LoL, it just wouldnt be me if i didnt right?.. so i went out with my partner in crime, CoKz and STEFFY (hehehehehe ♥).. we went to this boy's rent an got some free licks.. hehe took about 13 pics (are you SERIOUS?).. and headed out to the strip... ran into someone.. which i was hoping to run into @ first.. and then i dunno, saw him, and things just werent the same or what i thought.. kid doesnt do it for me like i thought he did.. guess when u BULLSHIT every little thing it can get to a person HuH!... so after NO SUCCESS at the strip (when does that EVER happen to us?!?! how disappointing) we headed out to another rent.. where we got more free dRinks hehehe...had some fun there with those boys and then i got *picked up* by him...after much *convincing?!* i decided to let him stay over (NO CRAZY BUSINESS HAPPENED)..feelings r def not there..
Last nite..we headed out late cuz miss cokz had a date [shes on a roll these days ;o) ] and we hit up the beach.. met up with MI SUCIO! who i havent seen in FOREVER! and we went into HaBaNa together [scandalous RiGHt? ..i rok i know] went in, broke it down a lil althought it would have helped more if there were drinks involved but i dont EVER need drinks to feel good hehehehe... and saw him... after a good hour or so i decided to *run into him* and say hi.. but, lucky meeee we were on our way out, or so i thought.. so i said hi and bye and bounced.. to the CAR! LMAO.. and then i came back, and lucky me again he was workin the door..and then about an hour later we left again.
at the risk of sounding cliche.. im tired of the lies, im tired of the bullshit..i just want to have fun.. and even though the fun would be short lived due to circumstances.. i dont think its worth the bullshit to have *fun* with this person..especially when you do the ONE thing i hate.."ill call you when im out of here [can also be substituted for later today]" and then NEVER CALL...sorry man, but if you say ur gonna do something, DO IT.. no more PoPPiNG in and out of my life.. For ANYONE [one exception--> becuz me and this person have an understanding hehehe].. but i'M tired of being weak and waiting.. if i want something, im going for it.. if something comes to me, i cannot make exuses.. i gotta be ME [i know ive said this before] and if you FIT with ME.. GREAT, if not...BYE!
ok im done rambling!
FYi-----> beeeeeeday on WEDS!...aka 3 days away.. aka march 31!!!!
xoxo!