OnCe yOu PoP yOu CaNt sToP!
ever feel the need to cut people out of your life, but for some reason you just cant.. you continue to hold on with hopes that someday something will change.. you arent necessarily sure what that something is.. but you're holding on to it, for dear life.
This has always been a problem of mine.. and it has come to my attention recently.. someone told me.. its like theres an ocean out there, but you keep picking out of the fish bowl..you reel in the same ones each time..
but this is news to me, because this would insinuate that i am TOO nice to let people go and TOO nice to kick them out when they need to be. i am NOT nice.. so how does this happen to someone who is supposedly *strong* like me?.. guess im not what i thought i was...
maybe this spring break will give me the perspective i need on *tHinGs* wHo knows.
but so far, things are good @ home, aside from the fact its cold as fcuK! but i guess i missed this place a lil more than i thought hUh?.. still not enough to want to come back! LoL! i LoVe MiA!!!
we'll see what the week brings.. today was gReaT!. got to see my L♥VeS..dC & kenny.. ahh how i miss those boys sOoO mucH! hopefully i get to see more of them this week.. n tonite im supposed to see sHaY! woOhoO!
anyway dinner is ready (mMmMm..home cooked meal yuM!) so i'M ouT!
::countdown::
BeEdaY:: 9 DaYs!
xoxo
This has always been a problem of mine.. and it has come to my attention recently.. someone told me.. its like theres an ocean out there, but you keep picking out of the fish bowl..you reel in the same ones each time..
but this is news to me, because this would insinuate that i am TOO nice to let people go and TOO nice to kick them out when they need to be. i am NOT nice.. so how does this happen to someone who is supposedly *strong* like me?.. guess im not what i thought i was...
maybe this spring break will give me the perspective i need on *tHinGs* wHo knows.
but so far, things are good @ home, aside from the fact its cold as fcuK! but i guess i missed this place a lil more than i thought hUh?.. still not enough to want to come back! LoL! i LoVe MiA!!!
we'll see what the week brings.. today was gReaT!. got to see my L♥VeS..dC & kenny.. ahh how i miss those boys sOoO mucH! hopefully i get to see more of them this week.. n tonite im supposed to see sHaY! woOhoO!
anyway dinner is ready (mMmMm..home cooked meal yuM!) so i'M ouT!
::countdown::
BeEdaY:: 9 DaYs!
xoxo