closer.
Sometimes, when I wash my face, I want to wash it all away. When I shower, I want to be clean again ... no, I mean really clean. I want to wash away all of the lies, every nasty and bitter thing that the corrupted men in my life have put into my head. Or done to me. Or made me feel. I want to be the me on the inside--the one who isn't afraid ... the one who loves life and just wants everyone to be happy. I want to wash it all away and give the real, full me to the one man who has actually made me feel like a person. He's shown me love, gentleness, and respect. He deserves my trust in return ... the trust I struggle to give to him because of the other men. He deserves my trust--my full trust.