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There's not much to say these days... I feel sad because I'm in El Paso and most of the people I love are in Alb. I miss Capoeira like crazy, but here there's nothing to motivate me into training on my own. I want to hang out with my family and friends, but instead I find myself in front of the television watching "Anywhere but here" .. . .(ironically). I do have a few friends here but seeing that Mike requires much attention it is difficult to get away in the afternoons. I might go to the movies with my friends later on today if they give me a call.
Tomorrow is my best friend's wedding shower and next Saturday will be the wedding. I'm so happy for them. Many thoughts about weddings have gone through my head and quickly pushed out because I doubt that I'll be marrying any time soon. It's funny how I was the first out of my siblings to have a kid, but the last to marry... Seven years of being with this guy is just not enough to make up my mind about him. That's a long time. Mike and I got in a fight the other day because he asked me to iron his shirt and I responded with, "NO! I'm not your wife." It was funny to me, but he got very offended. He wants me to adress him as my husband yet I don't recall saying "I do." Nor do I have pictures of the celebration. I lack a ring as well. I believe I will be a runaway bride in fact if we ever get that close. All I can say is "mike, please don't propose because you're an ass and I don't marry asses... just not my thing." I'll be ready to marry when I'm ready to not have a ring to prove my marriage.. just love... true love.... I can wait an eternity.
I'll be getting home on the 6th! I start my student teaching on the 7th and I'm extremely excited. This is the semester I find out for sure if teaching is what I'll be doing for a really really long time.
I want to go out and dance!! That's never a surprise.
For those of you who don't know this yet, I'm happy to announce that I feel 22 years old. :o) It's hard to know what I mean, but since I was 17 and impregnated I jumped ahead, oh about 10 to 12 years. (I can't tell for sure). Just recently I have been able to do the things that I thought I would be doing when I was 22. Prior to being here in El Paso, I was going out on random nights and dancing my little heart out. I was laughing and actually enjoying myself with people my age. There wasn't a moment when I felt left out or out of place. Because of Capoeira I have been able to make new good friends (my favorite of which is Crystal). I had forgotten what it was like to have so many great aquaintances and friends.
I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND I TRULY HOPE TO HANG OUT WHEN I GET HOME. THE CRAZINESS WILL START ON THE 21ST SO I HAVE A WEEK ALL FOR YOU GUYS and a little bit of work....
MUCH LOVE
Tomorrow is my best friend's wedding shower and next Saturday will be the wedding. I'm so happy for them. Many thoughts about weddings have gone through my head and quickly pushed out because I doubt that I'll be marrying any time soon. It's funny how I was the first out of my siblings to have a kid, but the last to marry... Seven years of being with this guy is just not enough to make up my mind about him. That's a long time. Mike and I got in a fight the other day because he asked me to iron his shirt and I responded with, "NO! I'm not your wife." It was funny to me, but he got very offended. He wants me to adress him as my husband yet I don't recall saying "I do." Nor do I have pictures of the celebration. I lack a ring as well. I believe I will be a runaway bride in fact if we ever get that close. All I can say is "mike, please don't propose because you're an ass and I don't marry asses... just not my thing." I'll be ready to marry when I'm ready to not have a ring to prove my marriage.. just love... true love.... I can wait an eternity.
I'll be getting home on the 6th! I start my student teaching on the 7th and I'm extremely excited. This is the semester I find out for sure if teaching is what I'll be doing for a really really long time.
I want to go out and dance!! That's never a surprise.
For those of you who don't know this yet, I'm happy to announce that I feel 22 years old. :o) It's hard to know what I mean, but since I was 17 and impregnated I jumped ahead, oh about 10 to 12 years. (I can't tell for sure). Just recently I have been able to do the things that I thought I would be doing when I was 22. Prior to being here in El Paso, I was going out on random nights and dancing my little heart out. I was laughing and actually enjoying myself with people my age. There wasn't a moment when I felt left out or out of place. Because of Capoeira I have been able to make new good friends (my favorite of which is Crystal). I had forgotten what it was like to have so many great aquaintances and friends.
I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND I TRULY HOPE TO HANG OUT WHEN I GET HOME. THE CRAZINESS WILL START ON THE 21ST SO I HAVE A WEEK ALL FOR YOU GUYS and a little bit of work....
MUCH LOVE