solitude

[roguevagabond]

there was once a time when i could not stand the thought of being alone. i couldnt be alone because then i was alone with my thoughts. now its all i want. i just want to be alone for one day to blare my music... to writhe, scream, cry. i need to think, feel, know. i want to see, hear, taste the world around me and come up with MY perception of reality. i just need me. i need... FUCK MAN! IM JUST SO LOST IN MYSELF THAT I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE I EXIST ANYMORE. where am i? this must be some fucked up version of Wonderland.

"The I is lost in me."
- In Flames