Nov 19, 2004 23:44
for that one person that noticed i haven't updated in awhile...
for about a month apparently i haven't updated. it doesn't feel like that long.
ok, so whats new with me. the kitten that adopted us was bit in the eye by my dog crystal and she now is living inside. shes really getting bigger and shes beautiful.
i've been working a lot like 50 hours this week. but usually its only around 40. i got to watch the village people and cher tonight. interesting is all i have to say...
our paws puppy odette is a little over 13 months and will be going back to paws in the beginning of december. hopefully we will come home with a new one...
i'm kinda seeing this guy. his name is garret. hes really wonderful. but due to the fact that im pretty stupid... we'll see how long he puts up with me. but i really like him. and he plays hockey
on the downside...i missed flatfoot play tonight. that really sucked. i was looking forward to it for awhile, but my boss was short people. oh well. im sure they'll be back.
oh, and our dog, cloey died last week. that was really sad. we actually pet sit her, but we've been doing it for 10 years now since she was a puppy. whenever her owner was at work or on vacation, we had her. so she was part of our family...she had two famlies. she had a lot of health problems, she actually died from a complication from surgery, but she was a great dog. she could smile
and my friend kim is now engaged. im not sure how i feel about that. actually i do know, but its not how her best friend should feel or so im told...i know i have to support her and be there for her and all that shit. but im really worried about her. it seems that she has been losing her...personality, i guess, since shes been seeing him. all the decisions that are made are by him, and she just follows. which is totally unlike kim. shes very smart, level-headed and independent. so that worries me a lot. ive just been praying a lot about this because i really have no clue on how to handle it. its extremely frustrating. oh yea, and hes in the navy for the next 3 years...looking at their past relationship, i figure he would either dump her again, or do the other extreme...and it gets me to thinking...if my predictions were so severly separate ideas, thats not really a great sign.
not to mention the fact that when he comes around again, out i go. she'll cancel plans that i make with her or she won't ever commit to anything. if i ask her what shes doing she says"i don't know". so that she can ditch anything else and hang out wiht jason. i totally understand that she wants to be around him and stuff. but it doesn't need to get so bad that she lies and hides things from me when shes with him. but as soon as they break up again, she calls me. and again, thats totally alright too. im here for her whenever she needs me, but for me to see it happen again and again...and she doesn't listen to anything i say..
wow, that felt good to get out. whether it will do any good. im just worried about her. marriage is forever. shes so young, i hope she understands that. i love her and i don't want her to get hurt again.
thats all for now folks