worn down and out
i am sick. i am tired. i am stressed. i have a lot to do in the next 25 days. i should be doing in now. but as i am sick, i must sleep instead. so i fall further behind. i feel like there's not enough time in the world to accomplish all i should before i get thrust into the real world (still a ways off, but i must prepare for it). i feel i've lost focus and am just floating along doing just what is required of me and no more. like i've lost the ability to dream. thses days, i settle for sleep.