stupid mood swings
Yay new-ish icon. I made it back when the photo was taken, then never used it. It looks kinda squished, but oh well. JB Meet & greet photos are notorious for being hard to make into icons because you have to squeeze all three of them plus you in there.
Anyway, I've had the craziest mood swings this semester. One minute I'm excited about the future and the possibilities. I'll be graduating with a clean slate and I can go anywhere I want, do anything I want, and be anything or anyone I want. Then an hour later I'm depressed and convinced that I'll never find a good job or be able to provide for myself, much less a family, and that that will never happen anyway because for some reason, no guy wants to even talk to me. I think caffeine helps the moods, so I'll probably go study at Starbucks later. And the weather helps too. Maybe I'll move to LA.
With college graduation looming, I've been thinking a lot lately about high school. Last night I went to a film festival on campus with one of my roommates, and then I went to Wendy's with my other roommate. The whole night reminded me of being back in high school, and in a good way. High school was amazing, at least when I look back on it, because I just hung out with my friends and studied. I didn't have to worry about things like finding a job in a horrible economy, or setting aside enough money to buy 8 million textbooks. Senioritis has hit me so bad that I barely care about school at all anymore. Six weeks from now, I never have to go back again if I so choose. That's really exciting, and really scary.
And my internet just crashed and LiveJournal saved my draft. I love you, LiveJournal.
Anyway, I've had the craziest mood swings this semester. One minute I'm excited about the future and the possibilities. I'll be graduating with a clean slate and I can go anywhere I want, do anything I want, and be anything or anyone I want. Then an hour later I'm depressed and convinced that I'll never find a good job or be able to provide for myself, much less a family, and that that will never happen anyway because for some reason, no guy wants to even talk to me. I think caffeine helps the moods, so I'll probably go study at Starbucks later. And the weather helps too. Maybe I'll move to LA.
With college graduation looming, I've been thinking a lot lately about high school. Last night I went to a film festival on campus with one of my roommates, and then I went to Wendy's with my other roommate. The whole night reminded me of being back in high school, and in a good way. High school was amazing, at least when I look back on it, because I just hung out with my friends and studied. I didn't have to worry about things like finding a job in a horrible economy, or setting aside enough money to buy 8 million textbooks. Senioritis has hit me so bad that I barely care about school at all anymore. Six weeks from now, I never have to go back again if I so choose. That's really exciting, and really scary.
And my internet just crashed and LiveJournal saved my draft. I love you, LiveJournal.