Jan 05, 2006 02:10
Do you ever kind of look at your life and wonder where you got off track?? We all sit, usually sometime in high school and kind of plan what we're going to be. We swear that we're going to be something different than a statistic, and swear that we're going to make a difference in the world. Occasionally we stick to our dreams....most of the time we don't. Up until tonight I thought that my life was still on the track that I had set forth for myself. However, thanks to the boredom of being sick I had a lot of time to think tonight, and I am so far off from what I expected to be doing. I'm still on the track in some aspects. I'll be graduating college on time this spring. I am going to start law school in the fall. However all of the little things in my life seem to be off track. I never saw myself as working in a gay bar. I never thought that most of my friends would be massive coke heads. I had hoped to be in a relationship that lasted for more than a few months. It's not that I'm disatisfied with my life. However, it's just not what I expected it to be...