fucked.
fuckthisgoddamnbullshit.
idk why i even do things nemore. i nvr did them for me. and now i am starting to regret shit. but that is life to regret ur actions. like, everything u did wrong. o well. DONT DWELL ON THE PAST? no. dwell bitches. and dwell hard. i nvr was good at nething am still am good at nothing. so what does that mean> ?? nothing i am 5 ft 10 in 200 lbs avrage mother fucker. i hate everythin i am and everything i will be. because this is all bullshit. i dont even care. i cared about one thing and used to think about being withsomeone and caring about them but i know it will just end up in bullshit. because i can nvr be happy iwont allow myslef to be. not after what i have done... i dont deserve it. i dont dersever anything. and i wont alllow myslef to have it. WHAT>? its it. WHAT IS IT? epic. ................
i dont know. im random. it hurts. everything. :p i ordered wii sports resort w/ an extra wii motion pluss b/c i need friends. HA. i now honeslty believe i will be lonely forever........ i will push you away, trust me. if i havent already i willl. and then ull see. u'll see everything is true. dont hate me for letting you down.
get used to it.
k. Bye.