LESSONS: Love, Boxer, Dying of Breast Cancer, Virgin Mary

[rodillon]

Here's a poignant example of how you can care about people and their Subconscious Minds like Actors like you even though their Characters in the Movie (Conscious Minds in Reality) have to remain in character:

1. I said 1/14/2006 that I had to let Sunny Leone go because I may not have long to live because my Health is suffering
   
2. I said 1/15/2006 that the person who got shot in "S.W.A.T." was named Boxer
   
3. Box/ER: The Picture that Sunny Leone posted just showed a Box. I said 12/31/2005 that "ER" is for 5/18 when Mount Saint Helens blew up
   
4. Boxers and Briefs: Sunny Leone is a Box/ER (Square Mount St. Helens) and I'm Brief/S (Brief Superman). I'm only going to live for a "brief" while before I die
   
5. I said 11/26/2005 about the Crying Virgin Mary and assumed the Title of the Virgin Ma(R)y (Month of May with Gemini/R/18) in it
   
6. The Sign of Cancer is the Eternal Mother. Virgin Mary is Mother Superior
   
7. Last year, I made a trade-off and volunteered to be the one who has the terminal illness as seen in "Moulin Rouge" where Satine dies of Consumption/Tuberculosis where the Lungs fill with water.
   
8. In "Titanic," you see Leo DiCaprio give his life so that Kate Winslet could live on. Leo shouts, "I'm the King of the World." I said I'm of Royal Blood.
   
9. My biological father died when I was 22 months old (22/V/5/Sun). Before he died, he wrote everything in my mom's name the day before he died. My mom said it was as if he knew he was going to die. I have to do the same thing and make preparations before I go.
   
10. When women have Breast Cancer, they get a Mastectomy removing a Cancerous Breast. B-Re as T = Gemini(B/2) 1875(Re/75-Periodic) Clark Kent(AS/33-Periodic/3x11/CxK) Female(T/20/XX). I'm the Cancerous(Mother/Cancer) B/Re as T.
    

I'm "D-y in G of B-Re/AS-TCancer," meaning I'm the Leo Female(D) male in Gemini(B/2) Re(75-Re/Periodic) Clark Kent(AS/33/3x11) Fe-Male(T/20/XX) God(G). Conceptually, when you take a God and it's stricken with a Terminal Illness, that God will die, but a "Slow Death" would be equivalent to the life span of a normal human being.

That's why I always keep stressing that people should enjoy life and live it to the fullest. There's a lot to be grateful in the world, and you shouldn't be spending it sad and depressed. There are a lot of others out there who are less fortunate than you or who never got to live out their lives like they wanted to.



To: Sunny Leone
From: Rod
Date: 1/16/2006, 12:21 am
Subject: Naughty Trapezoid

All I see is a tiny square with a Red X in it. However, it's the sexiest X I've ever seen.

The way it sits directly in the middle of that Box with the defined Black Lines is so hot.

What I'd really like to see is what you've got behind that X ;).

I have this fantasy that it's a Kinky Circle or a naughty Trapezoid of some sort.

Rod